updates

found a pokémon card on our walk and i turned it around and it was a character that my brother is getting tattooed today. super weird. i think my next biggish tattoo is gonna be the boomstick and chainsaw from army of darkness wrapped in a bow on my other leg. to keep the bow theme going. after that no more big tattoos just smaller ones. i wanna get some hearts and diamond and maybe another harley quinn one. some words maybe. but all smaller tattoos about no bigger than my kirby one. 

my mom moves out soon. she got the consent to move in she’s just waiting on the HOA people to get back to her. so i’ll have the side room to decorate for baby girl. i’ll put her crib in there, my old dresser, a couch and swap the tvs. so we have the bigger tv in here and the smaller one in her room. i need a new car seat so i can go over to my moms place instead of being stuck here all day. i hate being here. the mom is still fucking complaining how i don’t talk to her. after she just got done saying she understands me (lmao). if you understood you wouldn’t complain about it? i don’t wanna blog about her much anymore cuz i don’t wanna give her the satisfaction. narcissists love it when you talk about them even if it’s negative. i could go on and on about her psycho behavior, weirdness with cults and how she just boasted about how hard of a worker she is cuz she pulls weeds outside…. boasting. like bitch sit down or go join a retreat and don’t come back. but yea i don’t want my blog to be much about her anymore cuz fuck rotten people. 

my bf told me he’d watch baby while i go out one night with paige or something to have a couple of drinks. i want to so bad get out and have me time. having a baby is so fucking hard i don’t think stay at home moms get enough credit man. so i wanna go but ill have to be extra responsible cuz i know that if im not careful ill get to fucked up. i’ve already had a few nights of that nonsense when i finally got that go ahead to go out. basically, no shots lol. shots are the devil. i do need a night out tho so maybe i will go out for a couple hours sometime soon. 

recently watched Strange Darling. pretty good but don’t watch with your bf. those kyle gallner scenes of him during the sex scenes were 🥵 godddd.  in fact just watch that movie alone cuz it’s awkward with other people. but it was pretty good. i liked it a lot. Nosferatu comes out soon and i cannot wait. bill skarsgard and aaron taylor johnson 😍 

baby 9 month so far:

can inch and semi crawl

can stand up by holding onto crib and toys

cruises in her crib 

babbles a lottttt (dada mama and whispers papapapa”

laughs a lot

2 bottom teeth

sleeps thru the night mostly 

usually takes hour long naps twice a day

wearing 9-12 mo clothes 

eats some solids and purées (meat, oatmeal, cooked carrots, steamed broccoli, bananas)