book day and sleep regression

took her to get her weekly book. 

inb4 the sleep regression started

so sleep regression is going on strong. she won’t stay asleep and cries a lot of the night. she went to bed at 730-8pm but woke up at 10pm and was wide awake. we tried wearing her out and ignoring her seeing if she’d just get tired. negative. didn’t get tired for another few hours. i was passing out here and there waiting on her to sleep. then she does but wakes up crying. she was crying so much last night i tried everything. medication for her teeth, gas drops, rocking her. rocking her worked because she was really so tired but the second i put her down she screamed. so i laid next to her and held her. she screamed any time i moved my arm or tried to get comfortable. she cried any time she felt any movement. finally i just waited til she was OUT. so passed out from exhaustion and i got to move to the other side of the bed. she woke up at 7am too to top it all off so im exhausted and am gonna try to nap with her after this. 

my mom moves finally out of here and ill be able to start decorating sophia’s room. im unfortunately gonna have to give away my guinea pigs to a place or someone who will take care of them cuz i cannot give them the love and attention they need anymore. there’s also not gonna be room for their cage anymore. i’m sad about this bc they were my babies for so long. i’ve been thru so many piggies :( but i don’t feel it’s fair for them. sophia takes up so much of my time and there no longer will be space for their cage. 

so my mom moving out by this weekend. been waiting on HOA approval but the realtor said within the next day or 2. i’m so happy for my mom even tho i don’t want her to leave me here in this hell hole with his satan mom. hate her so much she againnnnnn. made comments that were (of course) passive aggressive at us about her fingers being in sophia’s mouth. it’s starting to seem disturbing she brings it up so fucking much. so we were all in the kitchen doing our morning routine and she comes in to hover around sophia like always. i’m making bottles and i hear “you don’t know where that’s been. probably flower beds. not that it would be the worst thing it builds up immunities”. like????? every since day one we told you NOT to put your nasty fingers in my baby’s mouth you got offended. ever since you keep making comments like that about it. this is literally like the 6-7th time she’s made passive aggressive comments around us about this. it’s starting to creep me out what is your obsession with your fingers in sophia’s mouth you fucking freak. why do you keep getting offended still. that’s not all either apparently zack left oil out from doing my oil change and she bitches as bf about it in a nasty way. so he lashes back and again for the billionth time she goes “no one talkksksksks to meeeee” 😭  shut UP. you’re mad you’re a narcissist not getting their validation. no one talks to you cuz you suck. you’re a whacko and a hateful one too. no one knows what mood that bag is gonna be in. you wonder why you have no friends? no one talks to you boohoo. maybe look in the mirror and stop acting like a fucking victim all the time. you put people off with your trump bullshit, your conspiracy crap and your cult minded idiocy. fucking loser. his mom is such a loser.