battle of the ac begins again

gave Abilify a week so far & the first day i took it i didn’t think i was gonna make it thru the day. it was awful. i was SO tired. i felt so drugged up, like i took 15 benadryls. so i decided to start with half of the pill at night and it helped. i’m still tired in the morning but it’s so much better than taking it in the morning. one more week in it and i go back to the psychiatrist to see how it’s going.

battle of the AC begins again………. 🙄 this thing i will call her a thing cuz she’s not human. she’s more like a shell. nothing upstairs but a program. so the battle started again when she started to put the temp to 79fuckingF. so it feels like 80F in the house. my brother said it feels like someone is pumping hot air into the rooms. so he went i see and she had set it to 79F. so he turned it to 77F. she doesn’t even realize it for a day and it felt amazing in the house. she realized it the following day and turned it back to 79F. so my mom turns it back to 78F which is what it has been finalized on for months. 78F is okay. that one degree up difference makes a huge change honestly. so then she puts it back to 79F. i test this to make sure she is indeed the one changing it to 79 and its not programmed (😉)   which i knew it wasnt but wanted the proof. so i have set the Ring camera out there ti see if she changes it. she does. set it back to 79. when she went outside i changed it back to 78. she came in 10-15 mins later and walks by it and looks, changes it AGAIN on camera in an angry way. 15 mins later she goes by it and checks just to make sure it wasnt touched again. so she’s on camera analyzing it for 5 seconds to make sure no one changed it. fucking freak, dude. i justttt can’t. so i took the recordings of her doing so and sent them to my bf. he got mad and when he got home he told her to stop doing that. he said i pay extra for electricity so leave it alone at least on 78. that’s what we agreed on. she tried to bullshit and he said “see ya, we’re going to the store”. he cut her off immediately. 👍🏼 so we’ll see if she leaves it on 78. i can see her changing it when he goes back to work cuz she’s that insane. 

so some good news i’ve been looking forward to is that i have a hair appt on the 28th. i am gonna be getting a full highlight in Dec/Jan as a present since it’s gonna be about 300 bucks. doing the whole head costs so much but im due since ive been getting partials/mini partials. i also get to look forward to a new phone because my family has this plan that we get new phones once a year if we want. i could get a new one now but i don’t want another iphone. i hate iphone. i want a samsung again. i thought switching up to iphone would be a nice change but nah. samsung galaxy is where its at. so much more options, way more apps and free ones at that, total customization etc. so in waiting in the S25Ultra. my mom and sister are getting new phones now tho cuz they want the new iphones. 

my mom will be moving out in Oct. finally she gets to be free of this prison house. this evil spirited house. in happy for her cuz it’s been so shitty for her and well, all of us. my brother included with the cats. so my dad is still saying he’s giving her 4-6 grand (can’t remember) and she already has a couple grand saved up for getting the fuck out of here. she’s been looking at houses and i think tomorrow we are looking at a place. i’ll be coming over a lot during the day while my bf is at work. so i don’t have to be here with that old weirdo. i will be staying some tho cuz i will be revamping the rooms. sophia’s room, our room and our bathroom. can’t wait!!! i’ve been dying to move stuff and design. it’s important for me to do so it’s my therapy. it’s my outlet. haven’t been able to in 3 years. i’m dying. so ill be repainting the rooms.