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baby did not go to sleep last night. took an early bath, fell asleep, woke an hour later and didn’t sleep til 12:30am. she’s been congested pretty badly and coughing. but she has this fake cough she always does so it’s hard to tell if it’s real or fake. i hope she’s not getting sick that scares me so bad. i know my brother is feeling a throat and nose thing coming in from someone at his work. i hope baby isn’t getting it. i hope i don’t get it. how awful feeling sick as fuck and having to take care of baby instead of resting. then her being sick on top of it please no. 

i just feel so bothered by something i reposted on tiktok. i usually repost stuff on my tiktok so bf will see it cuz he usually sees my reposts at work. so this tiktok was this girl complaining about how being a mom is so unfair a lot of the time. when it comes to the fathers they get to just live life as normal. they get to continue with their life with no change. where as the mother always has to be like “can you watch the baby so i can go do such and such?” “are you gonna. e able to watch the baby so i can go do this and that?”. the father is just “im gonna go do this.” “i have this to do so ill be gone”. examples coming up with me is when i have a hair appt i have to ask about him watching her and scheduling specific days to make hair appts. or “can you watch her i need to shower it’s been a few days” is the worst. he has a ton of shows coming up this month and he just goes “so we’re playing a show…” tells me he’s playing these many shows. instead of asking he just goes and gets to do whatever he wants whenever he wants. it’s so unfair as moms. so the girl in the tiktok was so valid. it is unfair.