so something ELSE died behind the cabinets cuz now we’re dealing with more gnats every where and it smells bad in the kitchen. can’t these cheap motherfuckers/freaks just get an exterminator. no. cheap and weird. i just keep having this anger that this bitch who sits on a lot of money and buys stupid bullshit guilts her son into paying extra for electricity when he has a family to support. we are signed up for WIC for christ sake. she guilts him about electric bill so he tells me “i’ll give her extra money so she’ll shut up”. like, what a bitch seriously. you have money. you constantly buy crap from yard sales and thrift stores to fill up your hoarder house and buy 20k worth of gold. ?????????? fucking freak, dude. the. bitches about bills and turns the lights off constantly and makes a big, bratty deal about me leaving them on for more than 15 mins. shit just pisses me off, man. it’s just greed. his mom is greedy. moneymoneymoney my house my house my house mineminemine. 🙄🙄🙄🙄 i am trying to make it here but it’s so hard. i’m going to give a year and if things don’t change im moving out with my family. my family is finally leaving here and going to be moved sometime around october. i wanna go with them but i also want my baby to have both parents. where we live together a family. just need to make changes happen or else im gone and taking sophia to live some where thats not hoarded up, dark, depressing and dusty.
so my bf talked to her about moving things around so my baby can have more space to roam cuz it’s not cutting it back here in this room anymore. i told him sternly on a daily basis you need to TELL her we’re doing this. sophia needs to be able to use her walker and her toys that get her mobile. she’s already so hard to contain now cuz she just wants to go all over the place. so she agreed to move things around this weekend. what does she do? she brings out this old, ugly, dusty ass rug she had lying around somewhere and put it where i want space for baby. i don’t want rugs. i want floor so she can use her walker and stuff. so this is what’ll happen- she’ll be told we don’t want the rug and she’ll go off and get offended how “everything i do isn’t enough for anyone” “no one is appreciative”. she keeps doing these “helpful” 😒 things that i don’t even ask for! i never asked her to do that. she just does things and half asses it. like how about talk to me and ask me if i want a rug out there for sophia. it’s frustrating cuz it’s always something. always. so now we gotta tell her i don’t want a rug out there and she’ll get offended. i just want the stupid bookshelf moved, baby proof and get rid of all your crap, push that ugly dinner table back since mother fuckers are
too lazy to get rid of it and get a baby gate to gate off the rest of the house. simple. all i’m asking. nothing more and nothing less. i wish she’d stop just doing shit cuz she wants to. like is it cuz you are losing control because your son told you we are moving it and you have to control something about the situation? i just don’t get it. it’s always half assed too like you grab a dusty old rug you had lying around and threw it on the ground and not even in a place the makes sense you just put it randomly there. not looking to get a new, nice one? it’s always “this’ll do”…just so bazaar to me. i told my bf of this and he got rude about it cuz he’s tired of going back and forth, being the mediator. i get it. but be a man and deal with it. it’s your fucking lousy mom and me and baby are your priority. maybe tell your mom to stop interjecting herself into every situation.
just move your shit out of here. so i also see she’s moving things out of this cabinet in the kitchen i have been saying i want for baby stuff for a while. he’s never told her so it’s interesting she knew that particular cabinet is the one i wanted cleared. i swear she eavesdrops all the time. so she clears it out… kinda. there’s still her christmas garbage in there plus some other bs. if you’re gonna give me that cabinet then give me that cabinet. again, always half assing everything and can’t give up anything completely. greed. all i’m asking for is a whole, small cabinet for just my baby’s things. not your stupid junk. clear it ALL out out don’t bother cuz it just keeps feeling insulting.
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