she’s starting to get into books so we decided to start taking her every week to pick out some books. she likes the textured page ones. also the finger puppet books too. i haven’t been able to sleep well past week. 4 hours a night for me so thankfully she fell asleep early tonight so i took a nap with her. i’m still tired but i need to make bottles and such. i’ve noticed a change in her sleep too lately. not sleeping fully well thru the night and not falling asleep easy. maybe it is developmental. they say when they go thru growth spurts and learn a new skill, they have a hard time with sleep cuz they want to perfect these new skills.
i don’t even wanna talk about that bitch but more drama with the weirdo. so one day my mom and i were standing in here with baby girl and she walks by and aggressively shuts the light off. she’s so annoying about turning off all the lights. she sits in the dark all day in the house, shuts off the porch light when we turn it on at night so we can see when we get back, she yells “lights!” at my bf i heard when he is doing laundry. such a bitch i can’t. so i sometimes leave the hall light over on our side of this house and today she aggressively shut it off. so i yell “OFF OFF OFF OFF LIGHTS OFF OF OFF” cuz i got mad about her attitude about it. so i turn it back on so i can clean. i cleaned the hallway floor, bathroom and the bedroom while sophia was asleep. she ended up waking up so i went back in the bedroom. i see the crack in the door. lights go out. she came back over here again to shut them off, including the bathroom light when i was going to come back in there. so i went out in the hallway and flicked the lights on and off obnoxiously. she sat on the couch and acted like she didn’t know i was doing it. she’s so fucking ridiculous about it so i act ridiculous back and laugh cuz it’s so fucking weird.
so i tell my bf this and he was mad about it because she’s being passive aggressive. she’s mad about soMeThInG and has to prove she is. so he told her tonight to stop doing that. he pays half the electricity bill and extra and she does that. he told me the bill is 77 bucks cheaper this time around and she still does that. so it ain’t about money. it’s to be a bitch. she told him i left it on a long time which is a lie. she was back over here turning it off within 20 mins. she’s so fucking stupid. mahhh you turned it on? i’ll turn it off. mehhhg my house mehhgggg. like stfu. i was about to tell her to fucking stop if she did it while i was cleaning. i’m starting to lose my grip here with her. i hate her around me. i want to hurt her feelings. i want her to stop doing weird shit. i want to tell her i hate her. i thought of a mean thing i could say and when she comes around every time during bath time with my baby i should say “could you please leave this is family time” like when i get fed up with ba people i don’t care. i don’t care if i hurt their feelings. over it. she’s such a bitch all the time. then acts like she’s not being that way when she’s around me. tonight she didn’t come around during sophia’s bath time cuz she got called out by her son. i told on her. he told her to stop it like a grown up telling a child. it’s so embarrassing. good. i was so much happier and relaxed with my baby giving her her bath. it was so fun. anyways done talking about her. 🖕🏼
sophia has reached new milestones. she is now fully eating purées. she also tries to grab at my plate for my food and when i stop her she cries. so i started feeding her again while i eat too so she feels like it’s breakfast and dinner times. she’s been eating black beans for iron and fiber for dinner. we puréed a ton of them so some are in freezer. mornings she likes oatmeal and fruits. i’ll start making my own but for now i’ve been buying the little pouches for her to try. she also drinks water now and is getting so good at using a sippy cup. she can hold it up herself and drink from it. i can’t believe how times flies and she’s so big now getting older. it makes me want to cry by so happy at the same time. i can’t wait til holidays with her. halloween is gonna be so fun with her. trick r treating around the neighborhood. this neighborhood goes all out with tons of kids walking around. she’ll only be able to sit up in a stroller but she can see everyone and all the kids. get candy for mommy and daddy to eat hehe. we were gonna get her this gremlins costume but i’m afraid it’ll still be too hot too wear here. so we were thinking a lady bug. i’ll just be a fairy or something simple since no bar scene this year but family time. so i am gonna order this fairy looking dress off of dollskill since i found one on sale twice. add wings. bf wants to be something annoying instead of being forest creatures with us. he wants to be longlegs from the movie with nick cage. we watched it the other night and laughed so much over it.
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