sophia at restaurants

we took sophia to cracker barrel on Monday. they gave us this weird looking baby seat that i was not expecting. i thought it was gonna be your average baby chair they give you at restaurants but instead it looked like some electric chair. it was a wooden seat with a belt nailed to it. had no choice but to use it so we put her in and she sat in it decently. she did tilt to side though. she was really good and we got to eat our food without issues. we took her to stores and other places. she had a good time that day. hardly fussy at all. 

tuesday we took her to Lures for lunch 

where she was also very good and let us eat our food without issues. she did bump her head on the table and cried so bf picked her up and she stopped crying. he sat her back down and again, no issues. she became a bit fussy though toward the evening. we took her to Paulseidons cuz he was having a make your own pizza day. she cried when my friends tried to talk to her though. she’s still a bit off with people she doesn’t know or doesn’t remember. she let Meaghan hold her tho which i was surprised. i honestly think she was tired and has been teething. when we were changing her diaper at cracker barrel i saw 2 white ridges. her teeth are coming thru which is so exciting. her to little bottom teeth 😭 

tuesday night before going to make pizzas

i asked bf to stay home from work yesterday cuz i just didn’t want to be alone here all day. so he stayed home and we ate junk food all day. sonic breakfast and taco bell for dinner. back to eating better now. i refuse to eat anything from the house tho right now cuz something died behind the cabinets. more than likely mr dabs injured a mouse and it went and died behind there. it has smelled so fucking bad in the kitchen for almost 3 weeks now. more than that, gnats are all over the place cuz of it. i can’t deal with it. it makes me wan to cry its so gross and frustrating. the gnats are the grossest part. they keep landing on everything. all of my babies bottle stuff. it’s pissing me off. i made diy gnat traps and have caught like at least 100+ gnats. fucking gross. i’m gonna buy some bug spray too and spray it around also. i can’t take it and idk what else to do. i hate it here as i always say. but i never had any of these weird ass issues in any other house. it’s this house. from flea infestation that killed my pets to dead rats smelling the house up now these gnats. this house needs exterminator and the weirdo mom won’t call one cuz the sprays cause cancer or some bs 🙄. i don’t wanna get started i’ll start up on another tangent. but i wish this would pass cuz i can’t eat here and i don’t like making her bottles here. i’m about to take her sterilizer and all her bottles and formula into her cuz i can’t take it. 

sophia is awake way too early. she woke up at like 6am and was babbling and moving around. she fell back asleep and woke up at 730am and i’m still awake with her babbling and moving around. as one can tell she is still not sleeping in her crib cuz i have yet to force it. it’s just in so tired by night that i don’t wanna deal with it and having to get up multiple times at night to give her a pacifier or something. it’s easier when she’s near me. she’s all over the place now. grabbing everything, rolling around, close to crawling and started moving forward in her walker. she’s gonna be super mobile really soon. they better start thinking about baby proofing the rest of this junk house cuz it’s now. 

i put her in her crib during the day to let her get used to it. i put her in at nap times usually too. but if i put her in there awake she’ll understand eventually this is her own place.