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i think i’ve gotten somewhat crazy from not sleeping again. sophia isn’t sleeping thru the night anymore. she keeps waking up multiple times at night so i finally just put her in bed next to me cuz i can’t do the whole up and down thing. i’m so fucking tired. yet here i am awake while she sleeps. make it make sense. i know i should be putting her in her own but i just can’t take it. the other nights i was getting up and soothing her back to bed. but she’d get up every hour or 2 and i’d be back up and down. so i just said fuck it and put her in our bed. and what do you know? she sleeps and stays asleep. she’s outgrown her bassinet. she rolls over now and it’s time to transition her into a crib. i’ll be getting one really soon. my brother told me to wait for prime day and see if i can find the same crib i want from ashley furniture on amazon. but i don’t wanna wait too much more she is too big. she’s also outgrown the sink bathing now. too big for her little bath and needs to transition out of that into the big bathtub. i wanna get a seat that sits in the tub and you fill it up and put toys around. this way she’s sitting in a tub without falling over. she’s still not able to sit up a long time alone. she falls over after a couple seconds. god my baby girl is big 😆 like bigger than your average baby i feel. she’s very long is the thing. she has gotta weigh like 20 lbs now. i can’t even imagine how much she’ll weigh and how long she’ll be at 1 years old 😭 she’s not my tiny girl anymore she’s my big baby girl 😭