random thoughts before bed

i remember the most random of things. i remember how my dad use to always have these WOW christian cds for every year. i’m listening to some of the years and tracks on the cds that i can remember. some of the songs are straight up ~bops~ as me and my sister say. my sister and i screen shot songs we think are “bops” and will send them to each other and say “a bop” some of these songs could also mean a woman instead of god. like “you lift me up cuz I’m your soul” lmao i made that up 😭 . but lyrics like that could means a girl or God. so some of these bands i wonder if they are secret christians. some bands i like have lyrics that could be considered christian or whatever. like Emery or Anberlin. i also heard they were christian bands. . but the lyrics from daddy’s little peach by Emery make me wonder. i just can’t tell. “there are better ways to your knees.” i read that as you can pray instead of being in your knees to give a blowy. there are better ways to your knees, like praying. idk but bands that have lyrics similar. what are you singing about??? 😭 i think some bands are signed to christian labels but don’t consider themselves christian. i think like MXPX and stuff. tooth and nail i think it’s called. christian label. so some of the bands i like are signed to them. idk if it’s cuz they ARE christian bands or they fit the definition of “christian bands”. 

sidetrack thought: bobby hill getting involved in that christian skater group. hank was pissed about it but it’s funny how back then. christian rock was such a thing i grew up in it thanks to my dad lmao. 

so funny too cuz these christian bands i grew up on had members that flirted with me thru myspace back then. one of my faves growing up and still have some good songs in my opinion today was saying how pretty i was thru myspace. i remember i use to be a camera slut. id take pics of myself all the time. so if Zunes are remembered i had one. i took of a pic of me listening to one too these christian bands on my zune and flirted with one of the christian bands singers 😭. so fucking funny. anyways i could go on and on… lmao but  i am thinking too much and need to sleep in case baby girl wakes up early.