things might be getting better

so my mom talked to the mom again today and it seemed to have gone better. the mom talked to me after they talked. i was in kitchen making bottles fast cuz sophia was crying and she made a comment about her crying and saying something like someone isn’t happy and i was like “yea can’t seem to make bottles fast enough” and she handed me one to put away to help. i wasn’t an asshole. i was being receptive to her gesture. my mom told me she opened up some about her childhood and how bad it was. so she’s how she is cuz of it. she seems like she just wants someone to talk to. she’s very lonely. so my mom coming out and talking with her means a lot. that is super sad. if she wasn’t such a brainwashed person i’d like her more. but it just creeps me out. cults, propaganda, severe trump supporters all just creep me out so much. it all feels so evil. i don’t hate or like trump people i couldn’t give 2 shits about that. but it’s how obsessed they are and how weird they act i can’t get behind. anyways my mom said she’s working on the mom to try and get her to change some of her ways a bit to be more accepting. i personally will never like her really and ill never forget how she acted here and things she’s said and done out of spite towards me. but i can feel empathy for her in why she is like this and lonely. 

i hope things do change and she stops the childish games and weirdness. i’d be a lot less hateful and angry around her. 

today my bf took me to get some PDQ chicken since i have been wanting to try it. i got a spicy chicken salad and it was pretty good. then i finally got to go to the peach cobbler factory. i was supposed to go for mother’s day but didn’t so today i got a honey apple cobbler and man it was so good. i got my mom one too. tomorrow is my friends bday and we’re gonna go over and eat oysters and have some drinks ^-^

on our way out today we saw freddie and jenny. freddie was skateboarding and jenny was riding a big holding her baby. we waved at them and i was like are they dropping off more baby stuff for us that their baby outgrew.  so nice! so i just went thru to give away sophia’s outgrown clothes and made more room for new clothes.