postpartum 2 hr glucose test

since they kept bugging me to take it i scheduled the appointment and went today. it wasn’t so bad because no one was in there. it was just me and youtube. so here’s to hoping i don’t have type 2 diabetes or whatever. since i have pcos and had gestational diabetes while pregnant i am more prone to having type 2 after pregnancy. i hope not because i don’t want to live life as a diabetic. its a lot of extra, annoying work. i hated gestational diabetes during pregnancy having to be hardcore strict on diet while checking blood sugar constantly. so uh 🤞🏼 

baby girl was pretty good again today. just started to get fussy in the evening. once i bathed her tho and got to her neck where she’d got this rash, she started to cry. after her bath i tried putting ointment on it and she screamed and cried. like freaking out and inconsolable. she had tears pouring down her cheeks and it tore me up. my heart broke seeing her like that. i think the rash hurts cuz it seems when i touch it she acted like that. she’s been dealing with this rash all over her stomach, in her neck and creases in her arms. i’ve been putting desitin on it but it doesn’t seem to be helping but. if it’s not getting better by Thursday my bf said well call the pediatrician. it’s really been awful cuz idk what to do but to try and soothe it and heal it with lotions, vaseline or desitin. :( 

so bfs mom keeps the house at 80 fucking degrees in florida heat which is asinine. he’s talked to and hinted about it but older won’t turn it down cuz she’s a weirdo and cheapo. so i took matters into my own hands and turned it down to 78f which is nothing but i’m slowly doing this plan. so i put it at 78 and the next morning i saw it was back on 80. so i turned it down again to 77 this time. so i am going to keep turning it down a degree every single time she turns it back to hot as fuck. i’m not playing around. my baby is having heat rashes when we’re out in kitchen not to mention how fucking hot florida is. we have ac for a reason you freak. so if i go out there tomorrow and it’s messed with again. it’s getting down to 76 next. 

i also threw away this nasty bowl she keeps in the kitchen sink. she has this nasty, bacteria infested bowl in there all the time with this weird rack like thing that lays across the sink on one side to i guess put dishes on top of. well today i took that bowl and threw it the fuck away. so when we were cooking dinner she’s like “where’s that white bowl that is always in the sink?  lmao my bf was like idk i always put it back after baby gets bath. she kept going on about it and how it’s weird it just disappeared when it was the in the morning. i smirked slightly at my bf and went to tell my mom about it. he comes in and is like “so when did you throw it away” lolllll. slowly i’m going to bully my way around this fucking place. i took that gross rack thing and shoved it aside and put a cloth over it like to cover it up. i hate it.  she’s like “how are we to do the dishes now?” bitch what? you. have. a huge. sink. you. have. a dish. washer. ???? use it. why do you need to let nasty plates and shit sit in a nasty bowl full of gross water? you idiot. i can’t. if she brings it up again im saying i threw it away. and what about it? get over it. it’s gross! watch. how much you wanna bet i go out there tomorrow and there is a new one in there. 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼