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we were on our way out and my mom just had to stop and talk to the mom. i was in the car with my sister and sophia waiting and wondering what was taking so long. my mom said she forgot something and went back inside. took long so i went inside to get my mom and im like “come on we need to go sophia is hot”. the mom quickly and rudely says “bye.” and walks off all pissy. from what i walked into the mom was saying my bf does everything and i do nothing. cuz my mom was like “he doesn’t do everything. she does 80%”. i said “more like 90.” i take care of baby more and he does all the hard stuff with strollers, car seat & pays for us. but as far as taking care of baby it’s all me. my mom asked her if she wanted anything from the store and she was abrupt and mad “no.” the tone was like ~im done talking to you. i don’t care what you have to say~

so in the car my mom’s telling us what they were talking about and majority of the complaints were about me and my brother and sister. lmao. my mom also told her that she broke her sons heart by saying to fuck off to him. she goes “well he started it and was mean to me” …. please remember this is an old ass woman who is his mother. i’ve never met someone as immature as she is. it’s giving kids telling on other kids “he called me names firrrrst”. all he did was tell her that the bull shit she listens to is convoluting her mind. so she’s so mad at petty shit that she tells her son to fuck off. is pretty sickening if you ask me. psycho behavior. all bc he said the conspiracy and propaganda shit she’s so obsessed with is making her hateful. personally i think she just is a spiteful person regardless but she gets sooo worked up about politics and people disagreeing. weirdO 

she complained that none of us say hi to her and that i keep the lights off cuz i don’t want her to see me. my moms like “no she just doesn’t wanna bother you”. really it’s because i DONT want to talk to her. i don’t like talking to people regardless of who you are.  complaining how my sister just comes in and walks right by but my sister told me she use to but the mom kinda stopped so she stopped. my brother too said she never says hello to him so he doesn’t. she’s such a whiny bitch dude like i can’t. my family and i never say hello to each other in our old house. we didn’t talk sometimes and just do our own things. like why can’t she understand not everyone wants to talk. 

my mom said she made it super clear the house is HERS. not mine nor her sons. which is bullshit. she says my bf doesn’t pay for anything and she’s in debt. BULLLLLSHIT so my bf said she’s not in debt. he watched her take out 30 grand out in gold like a stupid fuck. my bf also gives her money for utilities every month. stupid bitch. he’s mad she’s straight lying. delusional. something. he helped her pay this house off years back. he grew up in this house. he laid tiles in the house and revamped it. it’s 100% his house too. she complained how she did “soooo much” for me in the kitchen and i’m ungrateful. lolll. she gave me a nice small area sure. but she sure as shit uses my appliances. she uses MY microwave and MY keurig. the entire house is hers a small corner of the kitchen for me???? awwwww thank you you’re so kind. go fuck off yourself you old crotchety hag. i really hate her. so it seems she’s cool with my mom but really doesn’t like me. doesn’t like my 23 year old sister cuz she’s jealous of her. bf called it out. and mad at my brother for whatever reasons aside not saying hello every time he comes in. 

texting my bf today back and forth about this and i said she made it clear she cares about nobody but herself. my bf replies “yea doesn’t care about me”.  i said “no she cares about you. but her priorities are herself”. selfish. all about me me me me. 

i was the same way until i had sophia. my mom tried to tell her family is what matters. politics are always changing and it’s stupid to care about it so much. just enjoy life and family. my mom said she cares about her kids more than herself. the mom doesn’t grasp that. cuz she only cares about herself in the long run. so i’m depressed. was so hard coming back here it’s so uncomfortable. tension, walking on eggshells now it’s just prison. hate it. trying to not let my baby catch on to it but i’m sure she feels it some.