more ranting but of course!

it’s time. going to change up the drab old kitchen and keep making it my own. at least half of my side and the mom can keep hurt nasty shit on the other side. the pastel bowls were moved againnnn this morning. she moved them on top of the fridge again for the 2nd time. so i moved them back… not even a full hour later, they’re moved back on top of the fridge ??????? if they were moved once, okay. maybe she does just wanna clean up. but after the 3rd fucking time and so soon after, it’s pretty fucking obvious i want that there. she’s doing this on purpose because she’s spiteful and immature. throwing a tantrum because she doesn’t hold Sophia enough. i’ve never seen someone act so immature over someone else’s baby. my grandma wouldn’t act this way if she barely held her. she’s acting super weird about it. to the point where she’s throwing tantrums and doing everything opposite of what i do. so i put the bowls back again now for the 4th time. along with my kawaii shit i left there that she also moved. well now i’m changing that side up. the fact she “gave” me more space in a tiny little corner and said “i cleared up a little more space for you” but proceeds to move what i put there is so weird.  i bought this really cute, pink cloud paper towel holder, a pink glass bowl my mom got me and my new pink bread box. gonna move her stuff since she likes moving my stuff and replace it all with my new, cute shit. i’m also gonna rearrange my keurig and the babies bottle station. it’s gonna look so good. she can fuck off. my bf told me i can move the ugly shit she has there that she never even uses and put my new stuff there. i was telling him how much i hate living here cuz of her and not feeling like i live here too. he said i live here too now and have the right to feel more at home. im sure once its all changed she will bitch about it to him behind my back. if she tries saying anything to me im going to tell her off. 

sick of her bratty games. bitch, you’re in your 70s. let’s fucking stop now. big baby. today my bf let her hold Sophia and i told him it’s hard to even allow that because of how she’s acting. like she acts like this and gets her way every time with my bf. my bf just caves in. i gave up on the AC battle. if she wants to keep it at a ridiculous, bull shit temp bc she’s ~oh so frail~ and gets cold at fucking 78 then have it your way. btw my grandma is the same age and her house is set to cool temps. i’m not bringing sophia out much anymore cuz the house isn’t cool enough so the kitchen becomes unbearably hot when the stove is on. so if she wants her out there more then the AC needs to be down. she can have her AC set to a hot 78f in summer. i’m changing the kitchen though and that’s too fucking bad if she complains. bf agrees too. 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼 

i try not to let that old bitch get to me but small things like today just piss me off. i was in the kitchen making a bottle. i don’t turn the lights on sometimes in the kitchen during the day cuz it signifies that i kinda wanna be left alone and just not be seen. so light is off and i have the sink water running cuz im cleaning out a bottle and making a new one. so i am going back and forth to the sink. old bitch comes in, flicks the light on and turns the water off. while im in there. like social cue says im in here leave me be. nah. she has to come in and do weird shit like that. if someone’s in the kitchen doing something in the dark i wouldn’t turn the lights on. if anything the lights whatever but turning the water off while i was in the kitchen should tell you im using it. fucking weirdo. it’s all out of spite. this old hag never just does things for no reason there’s always a craft behind them. i’ve come to learn this the full year now that ive been living here. i know exactly how she is and how stupidly spiteful she is. terrible personality traits she has. awful! 

my mom told me i should velcro the bowls to the counter 😂 im just gonna move everything and rearrange it how i want it. oh well. i’ll never not be able to just ignore this. i use to feel bad and try to pretend to be nice but i can’t even anymore i can’t even try to like her. she just sucks. everything about her sucks. the worst is, she does all this spiteful shit against me and then talks to me like she isn’t doing that stuff. like we don’t have a silent beef going on. it’s weird as fuck. i make it obvious now that i am annoyed and don’t like her she ruined it for me. i’m sure tomorrow ill have more to rant about. it’s always something new. but i’m tired of it, my family is tired of it and my bf is getting hella fed up now.