a c rant continuation

baby girl woke up at 3am so i went to grab a bottle. what do you know… the air is back to hot as balls. she put it to 79f this time, not 80f. ohhh shit. wow how generous. looks like it’s going down another degree again. i’m going to change it to 76f today from 77f when i changed it. i just can’t understand this. we live in fucking Florida!!!! bro, it’s not even summer yet and temps this week will be reaching 94f aka “feels like 100f”. i will not stay here in the summer if this is going to be on going. i’ll figure somewhere else to stay over the summer. she wants the baby to come out more in the other parts of the house olso bad with her passive aggressive comments, then turn the fucking AC on you fucking cheap freak. i just don’t get it. okay. you’re cheap. cheap as fuck. everything you buy and hoard is from thrift stores. sometimes cheap isn’t better. sometimes things are pricey for a reason for quality. you have a baby in your house now. learn to change your ways for the health sake of baby. hate to say this but they say “cold babies cry, hot babies die”. i’m not putting my baby out in the rest of the house where it’s hot as fuck. we have a window ac unit in here for that reason. we put it in here because even before sophia, we were dying of heat. so you know what? i’ll keep doing my plan of dropping the temps down til she fucking gets it. i’ll be reasonable and not go lower than 75f and even offer money if she’s that’s fucking worried about bills. but if she can’t keep it at the very least 75-76 i’m done here. should i just tape money to the thermostat and write a note that says “for sophia” on it? like… my bf keeps saying he’ll tell her to turn the ac on but he doesn’t. he hints and makes it funny which it was at that moment but this is too much. 80f in a florida house during this time of year is brutal. add baby to the equation and i am not fucking around. what gets me too is this bitch has money. she has lots of money saved around. she’s like in her 70s and retired. you’re that worried about fucking money? you’re old. what the fuck do you need to save that bad you can’t run your AC at an okay temp for your grandkid. like? you wanna spout off how nice you are. then why can’t you make at the very least, sophia comfortable and healthy?  like my family being here you think you’re doing something kind for. nah you’re doing it to make yourself feel better and because you know my bf would be pissed off. you don’t do anything for other’s happiness l, you just wanna make yourself look like a good person. you feel you do good deed so you’re good. i’m not going to even try to be nice anymore. not going to pretend to be nice. i said this and i’ll say it again and again til i die. my daughter comes first and i’ll do what i have to do to make sure she’s comfortable and healthy. i will keep turning the ac down until either you grasp the concept it’s ME doing it and you either keep it on,  bitch to my bf about it behind my back or i’m out of here. i’m going to find out if i can stay at Mums house. we went to visit her in december and her house is nice, has extra rooms and AC! what do ya know! i will threaten this idea if she can’t keep the ac on at least 75-76. that’s not asking much honestly. our old house ran at 72-73 every day. normal people’s homes are 68-75 i’d say. psycho for real. like okay maybe you’re into the heat because you’re old and grew up without ac so you’re used to it and don’t mind it but change it for an infants needs. i will not be bringing sophia out there anymore. she’ll never see her cuz she won’t be out there anymore except to take a bath at night in the kitchen sink. i’ll keep my baby in here in the ac all day or we’ll go out together in the car and go places to get her out of the house. not bringing her out when we cook anymore because it’s too fucking hot especially with all the stoves and ovens on. nope. my baby has these heat rashes all over her body. she has sensitive skin right now. i won’t be nice anymore to this old bitch. not even pretend. i’m tired of her cheapness. cheapo. 

edit turned it down to 76 this morning at 7. it was already turned back up to 79/80 at 10:30am. told bf and he is going to talk to her about this. if there is no resolution im leaving for the summer with my baby.