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April 4, 2024

weird dream

woke up from her crying at 2:30am again so i fed her but man was my dream weird. 

i was at my old house in stuart and no one was home. my brother, mom, sister. which is weird cuz my brother would normally be home video gaming or something. so i was trying to text him and was like where are you. as i was doing that someone knocked on the door. so i tried to peak and see from upstairs but couldn’t see. then they started to use keys to open the door so i went and acted like i was doing the dishes lol. this lady with 4 kids comes in and im like “um hi?” she said she got copies of the keys from the ad about our house being for rent or something. then she asked if i could babysit her kids on mother’s day. i was like no sorry i cant. she asked why and im like “well im a mom now. so id like to spend it with my family”. she got offended and weird and left. saw her at a bar later in the dream and she was super creepy and weird and wouldn’t leave me alone. 

she didn’t go back to sleep for real til 4:30am and woke to eat at 7:11am. so not great but she didn’t scream her head off so i rather her wake up and whine for pacifier constantly than her screaming and i don’t know what to do. 

she coos at me now and makes really cute sounds as well as smiles. i can’t wait til she starts laughing and making even more “talking” sounds. 

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