omg, once again the mom has to annoy the hell out of me by coming in the room when the baby is crying. she was crying because she was tired and just had her bath. she had what i call “the tired cries”. so the mom comes in and calls her sophie twice. it’s annoying cuz she made it sound like she liked the name better before she was born. now she’s calling her that and it annoys me so much. sophie doesn’t even feel like a nickname it’s just a completely different name??? stop calling my baby a different name. 🙄🙄🙄 then as usual she hints around about holding her by saying “do you want someone else to hold you for a little while?” in baby talk. first like i’m not sitting here there. just ask me omg. always talking like i’m not there but as if it’s directed to me. she was hinting. end of story. she held her last night for a while like back off just let me do mom stuff. even tho if she did ask i would have said no because i had a bottle warming up already and was gonna lay her down, i would have appreciated it better if she just asked if she could hold her. she has been told many times but never does. just hints and tries to manipulate by being all “victim”. 👎🏼
anyways enough about that. going to see Me First & The Gimmie Gimmies with my bf, sister, zack and maybe Paige May 5th. part of me doesn’t feel like going and leaving my baby but if i didn’t go i’d be bummed. i still always feel bad leaving sophia to have any fun like i shouldn’t have fun lol. my mom told me to never think that way because i need to get out sometimes. can’t help feeling that way tho. like i feel wrong for wanting to go out away from her sometimes.
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