sophia’s dr appt at 2 months

so my baby girl had a doctors appt this morning and had to get her shots. we were a tiny bit late so they ended up taking in another patient first so we were stuck waiting for an hour. right when we get in she throws up on me. got on my dress, in my hair, on her leg and all over her face. so the start this morning was a bit rough but ended up pretty good. sophia weighs 12.2 lbs now. so funny my bf and i were in car discussing what we think her weight my be at now. i was like “maybe 10 lbs and he’s like i’m gonna say 10.3”. nope. she’s in the 75 percentile. above the average baby. she got her shots today and she screamed while getting them but stopped pretty quickly after it was done. she did so well and she doesn’t need to come back for another 2 months. i’m so happy my baby is growing and doing so well. she didn’t fall asleep until 5am tho so i’m tired af. she is sleeping on me right now and i wanna move her so i can nap too but im afraid if i do she’ll wake up. 

i’m sick of bfs mom constantly saying she thinks sophia’s crying isn’t normal. she needs to stfu and stop trying to insinuate there’s something wrong with my baby. basically what she’s doing is trying to elude to her having like autism or some shit because she’s so anti vax and doctors. fuck off seriously with your conspiracy bullshit my god. she’s literally questioned sophia’s fussiness to me, bf and my mom. always coming up to us saying “ive been watching stuff on youtube….”, “her crying all the time just doesn’t seem normal”…. bro she’s a fucking baby. like???? she’s 2 months old. she just went through if not still a huge growth spurt. she’s perfect. there’s nothing wrong with my baby and she doesn’t have fucking autism because she’s had vaccinations. she’s not autistic and if she even was who gives a fuck. his mom makes me so mad like i can’t. i complain about her all the time cuz i just am so sick of it. keep your cult minded, trump loving, anti vax conspiracy bullshit to yourself. fuck. 

also my mom tried to tell her if she wants to hold my

baby just ask. stop hinting all the time by acting like you wanna help when you just wanna hold her. she constantly keeps saying if i need a break she can hold her. “if you need a break i can hold her for a while”….”it’s ok to need a break”…. break break break. i don’t need a fucking break. im her mother and i need to solve her problems in my own. it’s how i am. i need to comfort her until she stops crying myself cuz i want to. i don’t want a break. stop hinting. stop pretending you just want to help cuz the times you do hold her when she cries you bring her right back cuz you don’t know what to do or how to handle it. so that isn’t even helping. my mom tried to tell her to just ask if she can hold her instead. what does she do… hinting about needing a break again. like i can’t with this lady. 

the weirdest shit too is how she gets offended and takes it personally when sophia isn’t calmed by her. she gets offended and makes comments how sophia doesn’t like her. she’s 👏 a 👏 baby! it’s just so weird. maybe she once again is insinuating that she doesn’t see her enough so sophia thinks she’s a stranger. who knows. she’s always throwing out passive aggressive remarks or stuff like “oh are you bored in that room” when she does hold her  like she’s bored with me in the bedroom during the day. just comments like that. they’re sly and they’re passive aggressive. i can’t stand her im sorry.