rough night

last night was not her best. she woke up at 2:30am to eat and just screamed and cried until 7am next to me in bed. she was almost uncontrollable and i was losing my mind. i fed her 2.5 bottles and 6 diaper changes in that time frame. i rocked her, sang to her, played music, bounced her around… nothing but screaming her head off. so i was already lack of sleep before all this. i went to bed at 12am and woke at 2:30am. dealt with all that and she finally went to sleep at 7am i think?. i fell asleep until she woke up again at 10am i think? see i don’t even remember what i do anymore. i fed her again and we both took naps til like 2:30 pm. we took a long nap and i let her sleep with me on the bed cuz she wasn’t sleeping in her bed. i fed her again and we took another nap. then she was uncontrollably screaming again through the evening and night. i bathed her and she went to sleep for like 10 mins in her bed but cried again so i fed her and now she’s asleep on me. i’m afraid to move her but i wanna lay down. i’m so tired ive been feeling super lethargic. my period finally started after a whole year so maybe that’s why. of course the lack of sleep doesn’t help either. 

i hope she sleeps all night tonight in her bed 🙏🏼 🙏🏼 🙏🏼 🤞🏼 🤞🏼 🤞🏼