a night out

coming down hung over city. not really that bad but i’m so tired and went to bed at 2:30-3am when she finally did. and am awake for no good reason.  got home last night at 11:30pm. so my bfs band was playing with Jimmies Chicken Shack last night and i wanted to go because that band was my childhood. What Do I Do song was it. so went with my sister since bf had to be there way early. so much happened okay so we waited for them to play our songs and we were jumping up and down and singing to the 2 we know best and my freakin’ stick on bra came OUT of my dress. so i didn’t notice right away and i look down and the silicones were OUT. my sister and i ran to the bathroom laughing and i dropped my phone and a man picked it up for me. while i was holding my upper half. i get to the bathroom and take them out and slap them on the ground laughing hysterically with my sister. so i just put them in my backpack and called it a day. 

i wannna say people are so shady and weird. this guy me, bf and friends know is like a coke head right? like to the point where he is annoying about hinting if anyone has any ❄️. he’s done this before where he shows up to parties and just asks around for it and if it isn’t around he leaves. so he comes up to me and i’m like hey what’s yo how are you blah blah and he’s just obviously not interested in chatting. he asks where my bf is and where my other friend is. like why ask if my bf is around does he think he just carries it around wtf. i was like idk he’s on stage right now. so proceeds to ask where my other friend is and im like idk i was wondering too. cuz i was wondering i hadn’t seen him anywhere after chatting and catching up. so he walks off and leaves. i can’t imagine chasing drugs like that. just going place to place asking for it. that’s so shady and gross. like it’s one thing when i’m out and it’s offered and do a one take but i am never going to chase it down and ask around a bunch of places like a addict. and this guy was supposed to help my family find a house like bro. next time i see him i am not gonna be nice. you’re just fake and wanna act nice cuz you want shit. no bye. apparently he also is married to some really pretty foreign girl but he’s always out with other girls when we see him. ✋ 

anyways today my bf and i wanna take sophia to the record store and pick out record. last time we went i got Brand New album. i’m so tired i know she’s gonna wake up soon to eat and change diaper 😔 im tired and i wish i could have kept sleeping. maybe when she wakes up she’ll go back to sleep again. she usually will wake up early morning then after i feed her she goes back to sleep for a couple hours. zzzz annnd she’s awake.