possible date night

thinking about goin’ out for oysters and for some drinks friday or saturday. date night if you will. first date night since baby girl was born. first night out for drinks in like 9 months. depending on her that is. if she’s still screaming and having problems and just not feeling good i will not go out. we’ll see how she feels and if my mom is cool with watching her. i just really feel like i need to have a night out. i’m pretty much inside all day every day with her in the room. taking naps, feeding her many times a day, consoling her and i just need out. i feel cabin fever by the end of the weeks. part of me feels guilty leaving her though even if just for a night out. i miss dressing up and going out to be honest. so it’d be nice to have a date night out. she’s 5 weeks old now and i think that’s okay age to leave her with my mom when i go out. but as i said i won’t leave her if she’s not feeling good. 

she keeps moving around and slightly waking up but going back to sleep each time so i’m still awake cuz it’s hard for me to sleep when she’s like that. i prefer her to be sure to be asleep before i sleep. she was ornery all night too. might be time for her to wanna eat again and it’s like, why bother sleeping if she’s gonna be waking up for sure soon. i hope she feels better tomorrow cause man we had a rough day/night. poor baby girl 😞 so changed her formula from similac sensitive to enfamil gentle ease. see if it helps with her stomach or anything