good dr appt

Sophia girl’s dr appt Friday went so well. she now weighs 9 lbs and 8 oz. i was so worried she wouldn’t meet a goal weight but she succeeded beyond  and how? by doing it my way and feeding in demand until she gets full. she pretty much will down a 4 oz bottle sometimes during breaks but sometimes at once. she won’t need shots again til her second month. i was asking about her head shape cuz im paranoid about it but the dr said her head shape is normal and good 👍🏼 she gave us a new book to read to her and she told us she really can only see black and white, high contrast images. i heard that on tiktok and figured it was BS cuz what baby is telling people that’s how they see. but i’ll take what the dr says as true. what do i know anyway im no dr. she told us to do “tummy time” for her and it’ll also decrease her tall head but baby heads still are growing and forming together. she is only 1 month now anyways she’s still so damn young i guess i need to relax. all in all im so happy her appt went well and there wasn’t inconsolable crying going on. she cried of course when we had to undress her and the dr had to check her out but she stopped quickly after i was holding her. last times she was just pissed. 

we took her to the park and we fed her outside under a big tree with lots of ducks and animals around. i know she can’t see much of them cuz the sun is still sensitive to her eyes but i held her and tried showing her some plants and trees 🥺 

we were going to take her to that book reading but my bro is right. there is a measles outbreak or some shit somewhere in florida and he thinks we shouldn’t go where a bunch of kids are without her shots yet. so to be cautious we don’t wanna take her yet to the reading where she’d be in close-ish quarters with other kids. so we took her to the park and we were going to bring her to the store but she freaked out so we brought her back home to nap. 

then my bf and i went out, ran errands and grabbed some cuban coffee. made lots of store stops to grab groceries, a broom, my eye lashes and some other shit. i actually had a chill night and drank some Blue Moons and watched movies with bf. went to bed at 2am and i stopped being able to sleep at 4:30am. so i fed baby and she’s just chilling on my lap. waiting for her to go back to bed so i can lay back down and get more sleep. omg i was changing her last night cuz she pooped and she ended up peeing on with diaper off so it got all over and i grabbed a cloth that was microfiber so the pee rolled off the cloth and onto the comforter down to my legs, her back and just all over. so i had to wash comforter and bathe her right after. while the water was warming up she peed on me again. 😑

sisters bf is coming by later to fix something wrong with bfs vehicle. not sure what else there is planned.