Drake Bell

watching this Drake stuff unfold is heartbreaking man. being a huge fan and growing up watching Drake and Josh… the Drake Bell stuff coming out  crushes my soul. he finally came out and exposed his rapist on a new documentary that i wanna watch but at the same time don’t want to watch. i’ve seen pieces of it where he talks about the horrible shit that guy was doing to him and how his mom basically handed him over to the guy. none of us had any idea it was Drake all this time who that guy got arrested for hurting years ago. the guy that id always see in the credits to my favorite Nickelodeon shows growing up. hearing how and what he did to Drake disgusts me to my core. and you know that motherfucker has done this to other kids too. no doubt in my mind that he’s done this before. that motherfucker needs to die. predators preying on kids need to go. they need tortured first and then put out because they don’t deserve to live. i’ve loved Drake Bell forever. i remember in 2008 he came to my piece of shit unknown town fair and performed. i got tickets with my friend and went immediately!! i got good pics too and i remember swearing up and down how he noticed me 😭 

got these pics from my old Livejournal. see this is why i document! 

backtrack from here and rewind. i remember i begged my then bf to take me to see him at the Hardrock in Universal when i was 16. i was late… rushed through security and the guard asked why i was so rushy… i was like…. Drake Bell and i’m late!!! so i finally rushed to his set at the Hardrock and i was there at the end of it but i was so happy cuz i got there and saw him in person lol. 

around the same time i remember emailing him from his website email and sending him pics of me and i got a reply that said “you’re hot any more pics?”…… makes me wonder what creep he had running his site at that time replying to fan email… or maybe it was just him and he thought i was hot 😭 

so crazy but i never stopped being a fan, even after the allegations he had against him a few years ago. something always stuck with me about him. turns out most of the allegations were bullshit anyway. even my old website’s theme was drake bell back in the day. i can prob pull up a way back machine screenshot and if i find it i’ll edit the post. 

but to hear about what happened to him it really crushed me that he went thru that. sadly he’s not the only one who has suffered or who is suffering with sexual abuse in hollywood and  hell in every day life. it sickens me so much and makes me want to cry. i myself am a victim and i live with it every day but i try to ignore it. it’s hard and he had been quiet about his story for so long. im happy he’s able to expose that creepo and try healing. my whole tiktok timeline is drake bell, dan schneider, the rapist Brian and all the Nickelodeon child stars. so it brought me to my past being a fan of Drake Bell and had to post about my Drake experiences 💜