i was having old brown blood come out but i believe thats due to intimacy. i told her and she said thats normal after intimacy to possibly bleed lightly. as long as it isn’t heavy bleeding and cramping which it wasn’t. it’s already gone and only lasted half a day. my OB bumped me up to 22 units and my blood sugar/fasting number was good one day then today high again. so i’ll tell her this when i see her on Friday. so basically what im gathering is if i still am not fully controlled with my blood sugar levels they will want to induce me early or encourage me to try and get induced myself by taking something. i can’t remember what but im starting to get a bit scared. i’m terrified of giving birth due to pain which is horribly bad and i am scared cuz once she’s here that’s reality and that’s when my life will be changed. having a child is forever. they’ll be baby then grow up and become their own person and i need to be a good parent for the rest of my life. i’m getting scared of the change and responsibilities. i know ill adapt but it’s just reality is here in full force soon.
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