mini trip

Mr Dabs has currently made himself at home on my pregnancy pillow and my baby’s clothes 

tomorrow going to make a list of everyone who bought off of my registry and came to my baby shower. or just bought me things in general for baby. i picked out a template and gonna buy it tonight. i’m going to edit it so it just says “thank you” across and a blank space, below it “love kaley and joe”. so i can write whatever i want to the person receiving the card. i wanted my invites and thank you cards more personal and not just “thanks” have a card. going to have them printed tomorrow and when i get back from my mini road trip to see Mum, i’ll work on them and send them out.  

so we’re going to visit Mum on Saturday, provided my brother is feeling better. my mom got sick with the flu and gave it to my brother. i’m glad i got that flu shot, man. so going to visit her a few hours away for the day. going to have lunch up there with her and spend the day. it’s her and my bf’s first time meeting. i wanted him to come too since he’s the father and i thought it would be important for him to come as well. she’s apparently giving us a second swing and bassinet. some other baby clothes as well. her friend’s daughter had a girl so i’m getting more free clothes. i already went thru the bag of donated clothes and kept what was cute or what was in excellent condition. my bf went out to donate the rest before work. so ill do the same here with this batch. 

i’m feeling down about stuff and it’s something that won’t go away, this i know. i hold onto past stuff too much. obsess over it and im not proud of how i am handling some of it but it needs to be handled. i just wish i didn’t feel like this. harping on it nearly every day now. i just want to be happy and happy with my little family i have starting soon.