baby shower

i am beat. exhausted from the past few days of setting up, creating, planning my baby shower. it turned out so pretty though thanks to friends & family. i was so glad Sophia came & i got to see her. haven’t seen her since her wedding & meeting her 6 year old daughter… so damn, haven’t seen her in at least 6 years she drove all the way over here for my baby shower & im blessed. sometimes i get down or scared of having my baby but then there are instances like today where i see my friends interacting with their daughters. its so cute. i got lots of items from our friend Cristina. she gave us lots of her daughters old clothes and toys. so many cute items too. my other friends who bought me items last minute off my registry are surprisingly some of the more pricey items. i took a peak & they went all out. so damn nice. my daughter has it all almost. she’s got so much shit lol. it was really special but i’m glad it’s over. i’m so exhausted and drained. i’m ready to enjoy my December & Christmas time now. minus all the appts.