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so bf walked next door ti his work to the insurance place and got a quote for my auto insurance. expensive cuz of my credit 😞 i honestly don’t think i even have much built up cuz i don’t use credit cards. come to think of it i have never had my own insurance. it’s always been under my moms name in the past. so i might need it to be under someone else’s name again. gonna try another one that bfs boss recommended in the next town. otherwise, yep, gonna have to be under somebody else’s name cuz i gotta have insurance and get this tag fixed i can’t be without car. 

made an appt with the nutritionist 🙄 don’t wanna go but at least my bf can go with me friday to that. still waiting on maternal fetal medicine to call so i can make an appt to talk to the specialist obgyn and get ultrasound to make sure baby sophia is growing properly and not too big or anything. i followed another recommendation from reddit and tested again to try and get my fasting numbers down. so the key for them is to drink protein shake before bed. i went out last night with bf after his band practice & bought Premier protein shakes in chocolate flavor. it worked. i finally got my fasting number under 95 like it should be. scored 91. so to be sure this isn’t some fluke? i have 3 left and gonna try again tonight. 🤞🏼 ate breakfast and had an iced coffee from dunkin and my sugar level was 103. 👍🏼 so far so good. one lady said she tried the protein shake thing and it worked at first but stopped. so that could be a possibility for me too. i’d prefer not to have to go the insulin route but we’ll see what the specialist says and the nutritionist says. as much as i don’t wanna go and i feel like i have my own handle on this ill hear her out. mostly so they’ll stop hounding me at the drs to make the appt and go. 

so funny, at Walgreens last night when i went to get my protein drinks, the girl that works there sees me all the fucking time cuz m my bro and bf go in there at night multiple times a week. so she sees me randomly look pregnant one day obviously. so she’s like “i’ve been meaning to ask you… how’s it going” and i said “it’s been difficult” cuz of this GD shit and she said she noticed one day basically my stomach looking pregnant i was like yea i kinda just popped one day. which is so true. it was weird like randomly i looked pregnant? now i can’t hide it at all it’s blatant lol. i hope my belly button doesn’t pop out i think that’s so creepy and gross. its moved up i can see so it might. 😖 i also still have my belly ring in and i don’t wanna take it out so im waiting as long as i can. i’ll prob have to tho or maybe get those ugly pregnancy ones that look like a piece of thin plastic in there.