getting overwhelmed

so many fucking appts and i’m not here for it. i have to start doing the non stress test to monitor baby’s heart rate activity every single week til i give birth. so they scheduled me for every friday starting the 15th. the 15th i have an ultrasound appt at 11am 40 mins away. then i have to rush over to the hospital back down here 40 mins back for a 1PM non stress test appt. so dec 15th is busy af. 

i have another 2 week prenatal appt in the morning on dec 13th. and at some point it’s gonna drop to every week. so it’ll end up being 2 appts every week. 

rushing to finish baby shower decorations. need to be done by Wed cuz we’re going to Paulseidons to start decorating on Thursday night and friday night. Saturday is the baby shower. 

Dec 9th, me, bf and brother are driving 3 hours to Tampa to visit my grandma for a day then coming back that night. 

had my prenatal appt this morning and everything checked out good. tomorrow i have a hair appointment to get my hair highlighted for my baby shower and in general. 

it’s just a lot and i’m getting overwhelmed. 

like damn, every single friday morning i lay there hooked up to some belt and machine for up to an hour. helppp 😔