i did change it up and made alfredo with shrimp and chicken using whole grain penne pasta. man it was so good. rice and quinoa get kinda old after some time. god i can’t wait to not have to be THIS strict on my diet. i’m going to still eat this diet after birth to keep type 2 diabetes away. because once you have GD and give birth… GD goes away but future is risky for type 2 d. so i’ll be eating the same diet which is fine. but i’ll have more options like ill be able to eat sushi again and different ways of eating fish. i’ll be able to be a wine mom and have wine with my dinner or while cooking. it’ll be less strict than now where im strict, schedules and constantly carb counting.
i feel overwhelmed still. a lot happening so fast. my grandma called and asked me to call back when i’m feeling up to it to talk about baby girl things she’s been collecting from her friends daughters baby. she’s gonna send it all to me which is super nice and helpful. i just hate talking on the phone and acting upbeat. my normal voice can sound unhappy even though i feel the opposite. so it takes hard effort to ramp it up. the maternal fetal medicine people still haven’t called me. i need that fucking appointment. i go in for my last 4th week prenatal appointment before it becomes every 2 weeks tomorrow morning. if they haven’t called im gonna tell the midwife they still haven’t called and personally put in the request at the desk. this is the second request that had been mentioned and still no appointment call. my fasting numbers are still high and i need that looked at asap.
so this lady my bf got into a shouting match with down the street 6 months ago while he was driving home and she was walking. i wasn’t there so i don’t get what really happened but she was walking and he was driving and she started shouting at him about her walking when he had a stop sign but he said something like it was a stop and go situation where they both tried going at the same time. usually when that happens people laugh and let the other person go. but she was shouting and cursing and my bf did so back. this happened so long ago. well when we were going for my after lunch walk she was walking ahead of us with her kid. she walks to the school to pick her up. we were some feet behind. not close or anything. but as we were walking the daughter turns around and looks at us, then the mom does. so it’s obvious the mom was talking about us to the kid. then the daughter looks back again and they start speeding up. ???? as they enter their property my bf said a guy turned around from the house and looked over at us. wtf? like she acted all scared of us and scaring her kid in the process by saying whatever it was she was saying. like bitch we are over it? you and bf arguing happened maybe a bit more than half a year ago. why are you speeding up and having your kid look back as us and acting fearful lol. for one we were just walking, me with a frilly pink dress on with my preggo belly round as ever. like what is wrong with you? got that kid scared as fuck. that day of the argument after they were arguing, my bf and i were headed out and she had picked her kid up and started to yell at him again as we were getting in the car with her daughter in hand. like why are you doing this with your kid, looking scared as hell. she shouldn’t haven said anything and just walked in and moved on. my bf yelled back to have a nice day and proceeded to say great parenting. the whole thing was stupid. so that was odd anyways. move on jesus christ. lol so weird.
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