can’t sleep

woke up as usual every night and feel like it’s hard to breathe and my stomach is uncomfortable each way i try to lay down. so i’m laying here and i hear my bf say in his sleep “fuck you”, while pointing in the air and then goes “just kidding, thank you”. wtf. 

so i got my hair done yesterday and my sister came since i still haven’t fixed my car tag. i’m kind of thinking ill just keep getting rides and stuff because i don’t want to pay for a new tag for this year when i literally have to turn around and pay for the new one in January in my birthday. so she stuck around too cuz my sister is a talker so i feel like i don’t have to make conversation. my sister has all kinds of things to talk about cuz her job and stuff keeps her life super interesting. mine in the other hand is just about this pregnancy. so it was easier for her to be there to keep me and hair stylist entertained. i asked her to make my hair super duper light blonde. kinda showed her a pic and she did just that. used only bleach and no gloss or anything. it looks good and i’m happy with it, especially for baby shower. so i have my dress and my hair done. she didn’t cut my hair cuz she said i honestly don’t really need to do it. since i’ve been keeping up with it and getting it trimmed properly each hair visit. 

got home and when bf got home we made chili for dinner FL got to 67f at the high today and 50s at night and figured chili is good for that. also its quick to make. we stopped by store and i got some chocolate syrup thats sugar free to put on my carb smart ice cream 😭 then we started finishing the flowers. so we made 5 or 6 big flowers and my mom made the smaller ones that are going inside the big flowers to make them look even more full. they turned out pretty good for being paper. then we have to attach them to the stems tomorrow my bfs mom made. Thursday we’re gonna go to Paulseidons after bf and my mom are off work to decorate some. then going back Friday for finishing up decorating. cooking food for Saturday and ordering the platters. 

now i just wish i could sleep thru the nights. my second trimester was great i was sleeping so well for the most part but third trimester, forget it. im constantly waking around 3-4 am every night, tossing around trying to get comfortable and trying to breathe. not suppose to sleep on my back but i find myself laying on my back or waking up on my back a lot. my stomach is getting bigger and bigger each day 😭