so no halloween parties for me this year due to the obvious but it was nice doing halloween things with my bf and my family. we’re gonna sit outside and hand out candy on Tuesday. i might throw some cat ears on or something.
i’ve been waking up every night unable to breathe well. feels almost as if im having an anxiety attack and it’s hard to breathe. my pregnancy pillow arrived today and you’re supposed to let it fluff out for 48 hours but i couldn’t resist on trying it out. i’m using it now but we have so many stuffed animals on the bed it feels kinda claustrophobic. i’ll prob have to start putting some off the bed (somewhere comfortable for them) so i can let this pillow take over my side of the bed easier. i hope it helps and keeps me asleep. i suppose we’ll see tonight. i have a cough now. hard to hold it back sometimes. i held my cough feeling in for days but today i couldn’t anymore. i don’t think i’m getting a cold or anything. i don’t feel sick at all just coughing. maybe it’s allergies, maybe it’s a pregnancy thing, who knows. i have my flu shot so i should be protected against that. my freaking body is breaking out so bad and idk what to do. it looks like a rash all over my back, back of my neck and abdomen under breasts. it’s all hormone related but i gotta do something. i can’t with this “puberty” bs. its like growing up all over again and breaking out as a teenager. i started to slowly cut out lactose. gonna be in this new diabetic diet shit so maybe eating way less sugar and dairy should help idk. otherwise it’s something i’ll have to wait til after giving birth and when my hormones get back to normal. sigh 😔 pregnancy is hard.
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