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my dad wants to go to dinner with all of us tomorrow. i guess to see us and maybe talk some about moving my mom and brother out. it has to happen because i need that spare room for baby room. we’re going to Outback steakhouse cuz we always do when we do the family dinner thing. i haven’t eaten red meat since i started the anti-inflammatory diet that landed me pregnant in the first place 😅 but tomorrow i’m m eating a fucking steak. not like i’ve been following the diet anyways i’ve been only keen on junk food during this time. i need to force myself to get back to it though. i really don’t want to gain excess, unnecessary weight. i’m worried and i already feel like a bloated whale. but tomorrow i’ll get the steak and get it cooked medium well. i usually get it medium but i’m not supposed to have pink in the middle so since restaurants sometimes have medium too bloody. i don’t want to risk it so i’ll order it a step up. i’ll probably substitute mashed potatoes for broccoli and a lemon water instead of a diet coke. to limit as much inflammation as possible. called doctor back about results today even though i already knew them. acted like i didn’t and when they asked if i wanna know the gender of my baby i said yea and she said it’s a baby girl and that my tests came back normal. even though i already knew the gender results i couldn’t help but feel so happy and giggly when i was told by the nurse. it was like real hearing it from the doctors office. i was thinking about rescheduling my ultrasound appointment to a later time since i made it 8am 😒 shouldn’t have listened to my sister. so now i have to leave the house at 7am because the office is 37 mins away plus morning traffic and i need to be there at 7 45 for the 8am appt. then the next appt at 11am i’m gonna need more sleep before i go to that show my bf is playing. gonna be so tired this appt is important so i’m just gonna stick with the early af time and deal with it.