i got an invite for J’s baby shower. my bf and i have been wondering why they weren’t telling people since we heard about it. then for my stylist to spill the tea and tell me how far along she was and with a girl. we just thought it was odd they were so secretive about it. to the point where stylist told me she hadn’t even told Megs yet. her best friend… stylist even was thinking it was weird. maybe they were worried cuz they didn’t get to get married yet. they cancelled the wedding due to this obvious reason. maybe her family is weird about that idk. anyways the baby shower is Sept 23. i’ll be almost 20 weeks by then. on the invite it says “champagne and food” or something like that so i was talking to my brother about how funny it would be to show up and when they offer champagne i reply “oh no thanks. i’m pregnant”. that being how i spill my secret. but anyway i would have announced it by then. so weird because everyone is pregnant. my friend Ashley was the first i heard, then J, then 2 others. what’s going on?!
i feel so bad because i ate so many treats and junk food. after i said i wanted to eat better in this trimester. cravings are wild everything i ate: spaghetti o’s for breakfast, the last bit of my gelato for lunch, less than half my moms left over cake from the fresh market, a roast beef wrap from Publix for dinner, cheddar cheese and pepperoncinis, a small chocolate milkshake from Sonic and some cheese tots. helppp. i cannot stop eating bad foods. i just crave and crave junk food.
tomorrow i want to just eat salads. i need to make myself. 😩
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