updates

i’ve been eating like shit lately but read other women say they ate like shit too bc it’s all they could eat during the first trimester without getting sick. they also said they don’t plan to start healthier eating habits until second trimester when the baby is actually getting the nutrients from what you eat. one said the baby is getting nutrients from the vitamins we take right now in the early stages. i’ve been taking prenatal vitamins since i had my first ultrasound 2-3 weeks ago so i guess the baby is getting the goods from that. 

i had some nausea today after saying how i haven’t had any sickness yet when this is supposed to be the start of the hardest week for the first tri. i should have knocked on wood cuz damn i feel like i could have thrown up tonight if i coughed or breathed in differently. one wrong move and it’s be over. i gagged once kinda but not a full on heave. i took a Unisom (Walgreens version) tonight to help the nausea. i seem to get “morning sickness” in the evening or at night. not as much in the morning. idk why i had to make that braggy comment about not feeling sick when i’m only on day 2 of 9 weeks as of 1:21am. 

i tried to change my blog name out of impulsivity. i get bored randomly of blog names and usernames in general and get super adhd about it so i change them and i always regret it. so i bought a new domain name hellokaley and i do like it, but i don’t love it. i immediately regretted buying that 6 dollar domain 😩 i had a hard time switching to it too with the changing dns info. so yea it was pointless. the way i usually keep names for a long time is because the times i do wanna change them, i tell myself to wait it out a few days cuz i usually change my mind in the name change. but this time i didn’t wait and i bought the domain and briefly changed other usernames to it and i hated it. i miss kittykaley 😭 it’s just me. i think i’ll just stick with that or just keep my name in usernames. sometimes i just feel like kitty in a name is kind of juvenile. but i like cute stuff always have and always will so i don’t want to care (even tho i slightly do). so anyway, i reinstated kittykaley but i haven’t switched because i need to use this one for at least a little bit right? i mean i fucking bought it 😭 but who knows with my impulsive behavior. i might change it back tomorrow. i’m so weird, i hate it. it’s definitely some form of ocd. i’ve always been so obsessed with how a username/name looks written. i typically like letters that seem small and rounded. hellokaley has rounded letters therefore it looks appealing to me. kittykaley is small and cute but not rounded which is probably why i started having feelings against it at the time. it’s so not important but it’s how my brain works 🤷🏼‍♀️