•super tired constantly as if i’ve taken sleeping pills. hard to keep eyes open and get tired out really quickly when doing things.
•breasts ache and for some reason the right one hurts worse and looks bigger. hurts to bend over or lay on them
•mild nausea nothing crazy nor daily. just some feelings of gagging. i could probably throw up if i wanted to but i avoid that and try to ignore it
•currently love eating pasta. different kinds including; pasta dishes, macaroni salad & pasta salads. craving strawberry milkshakes and ice cream.
•sometimes those mild uterus cramps but nothing crazy
•severe bloating and i’m uncomfortable. i look like i’m in the late 2nd trimester but it’s just bloating due to hormones and probably things i’ve been eating this past weekend and this weeek.
it’s looking like i’m not going to go to the NOFX concert September 30. my bf and my sister are telling me not to go because i’ll be 5 months i think and they think i won’t wanna be there standing in blazing Florida summer heat surrounded by sweaty concert goers. which sucks because i wanted to go so i’m bummed out. i’ll be going but i’ll be staying back in the hotel or maybe hanging out with my sister and best friend. Jacqueline lives in Orlando now so my sister is driving us up there and she wants to hang out with her during the concert and stuff.
still scared about miscarrying and i’m not exactly eating well to keep my blood sugar leveled. i need to get serious about it because i want to reduce the chances. i have up to 13 weeks until i feel safe to share with my friends and other family since i’m still in that “hot zone” of possible miscarriage. the first trimester just flat out sucks. the side effects are at its worst and it’s possible it may not carry full term. once you get to 13 weeks the miscarriage rates reduce drastically. i’m only 8 weeks so i have a lot of time to dwell and worry. so Friday if my scans are good i’ll feel more relieved than i am today. they probably won’t wanna see me til around 12-14 weeks i assume but could be wrong. i’m always worried they’ll wanna see me sooner again because that could indicate possible problems they’re keeping an eye on. i was scared when she told me to come back in 2 weeks but i think that’s cuz i got my first ultrasound sound super early. i still need to figure out a regular doctor for this but trying to figure out how to pay for it.
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