my bf still sucks. making annoying comments that this isn’t where he wants to be in life and he feels it’s unfair cuz he has no say in this. trying to say how hard it is to talk to me or say anything cuz i’ll get upset and it then becomes an argument. um? bro…. i have been having that problem with YOU because everything i say will be a response i’m afraid of hearing. it’s always the same thing. i’m like, did you NOT read my letter? i thought you fucking did. i told him i was going to do what i am going to do and that’s that. no one is going to persuade me into my choice and i am NOT going to argue ever again on this.
so i kept quiet and didn’t respond. i said absolutely nothing to what he said about unfairness. he fell asleep shortly after anyway 🙄 he’s really not making any of this easy. i understand his side i said this already. but someone has to make a sacrifice and it isn’t going to be me. if i don’t feel like i can take a stupid abortion pill i will not. i won’t take it. get the fuck over it. if not i’ll move out. sick of it. sick of him not accepting i have a choice in my own fucking body. he needs to stop trying to persuade me.
he barely talks about this and he acts almost as if it’s not really happening. then when he does he tells me he doesn’t want this in his life. i think he’s really scared i’m going to keep it. it’s getting to him now yet he still is holding out that hope that i won’t. tired of this. he’s making it to the point i want to stay away and not come home after my appointment. i don’t wanna deal with him hounding me or being upset with my choice. just can’t people fuck off? i just wanna have this and be alone. sick of everyone
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