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June 20, 2023

new appt

so more blood today :( it’s still considering light bleeding which can be normal but that’s still a scary thought when you really don’t know what’s happening with your body. 

so screw Carenet fucking weirdos. i made an appointment tomorrow at 2:30 with this place in Vero Beach which is kind of a drive but it was either that or the Fort Pierce place my mom said was in a dangerous area. the girl on the phone seemed so nice and that was comforting. i filled out the form and all. she told me it might be too early to detect/see anything in the ultrasound so don’t get too alarmed. but she said she thinks they will be able to fit me in for the ultrasound the same day. which i hope cuz it’s so far. i hope they’ll be able detect it so i can see it if it’s still alive and not miscarrying. i guess we’ll see. 

my bf asked me today “so taking the pill is out of the question?” i said idk. weird he asked me that straight up. whatever i hope that everything works out for whatever is suppose to happen by choice of the universe. whether it’s meant to be or not we’ll have to see

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