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April 16, 2023

benefit on beach

man i was exhausted. we went down to Deerfield Beach for the Autism benefit my friend was doing sound for. he and my bf were doing that where i just came along for the ride.  i just woke up i slept so hard. i literally slept 12 hours straight through with some odd dreams. 

before heading to DB we stopped off at Castaways and picked up friend J.F on the way for lunch. i love their seared tuna so much i get it every time. dropped him back off cuz he had some drama going on at home so he wasn’t able to come with us.
on the way down there, we stopped off at Dunkin to use their bathroom & while in the Dunkin parking lot my friend had to deal with his insulin pump. i guess he accidentally pulled it out way to fast and he starts gushing blood. it was all over his clothes so we grabbed napkins and i was searching for a near by Walmart or Target so we could get him some new clothes. he looked like he’d been stabbed lol he acted cool about it but later said it was low key scary cuz that had never happened before. so we used ducked tape to stop the bleeding lol. he goes into the Dunkin bathroom and comes out with brand new clean clothes. how he cleaned all the blood out, coming out looking brand new lmao was hilarious. so back on track, we head down to Deerfield to set up the sound equipment. i was bored honestly cuz i really couldn’t help much since i don’t know what any of the stuff does and most stuff was too heavy to carry. 

i did get lots of compliments that made my confidence go up because i was feeling insecure. lots of pretty  girls in bikinis, with long hair and in shape. i’m like 😫 but some dude said he liked my outfit, which was honestly just my normal clothes; pleated skirt, pink tank top and pigtails. but he asked me what my band was and i said i’m not in a band,  i’m just here with sound and he said i looked like a singer. he thought i was a singer. lol funny and weirdly enough i’ve gotten that before. where some guy i met off of myspace way back said i looked like a singer and argued with me over it. like bitch, i can’t sing but i will if you want but it won’t be pretty. 

some drunk people man, the crazy older crowds are funny to watch. some crazy lady cackling across the wall way was non stop laughing crazy.  i saw her in the bathroom and i tried to wash my hands fast before she talked to me but nah, she caught me and said i looked so cute and it reminded her of her clubbing days lol clubbing days in the 70s? walked out of the bathroom and a guy said “cool hair, i like it”. it’s literally just pigtails but i’ll take it. and then another lady in the bathroom said she thought my outfit was so cute. she said she saw it earlier and asked me my name. my hands were wet cuz i was about to dry them when she tried to give me a high five, so i said sorry my hands are wet. she’s like at least you wash them lol. all in all i did tell myself hey i might be jealous im not in a bikini wearing a thong, with long pretty hair but i am dolled up, differently dressed that anyone else there. ya gotta tell yourself things that are good about yourself to feel it. but it does help loads when others chime in 🥰 

i had to keep peeing too because i hate beer. that’s all we had in the cooler though 😖 it goes right through me. i also had to walk far to the bathrooms because no WAY i’m using a portable toilet. i went in one when i first got there because it had a zip tie on it, meaning they cleaned it yesterday and locked it up so it hadn’t been used since. i didn’t realize they don’t flush?? like medieval times you piss and shit into other peoples piss and shit. so i’m like nope. i need to find another bathroom cuz no fucking way. those are the most disgusting things humans created 🤢 so i found a beach bathroom a slight walk away. drinking light beer and me going back and forth to the bathroom i got my exercise in for the day. 

the day started off so fucking hot 87f (feels like 91f) but cooled down by night. i would have taken pics of the beach but they had these ugly pipe things that do something. my friend explained it on the way to the beach that they help with sand or water idk but they’re temporarily there. finally got home at like 12. zzz

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