Friday ran lots of errands and i went to Ulta cuz it says they have MAC products. went in and they said this location doesn’t. so i talked my bf into going to the mall so i could go the the MAC store there and he said fine. they didn’t have the regular size lip color i wear daily called
Please Me. she said they have it in a smaller version but they hadn’t gotten that shade in in so long. so i figure the mini versions better than nothing. i’ll have to order it online i guess from now on. we went to Kohls to look for something i can wear to the show Saturday. found nothing. Kohls can be hit or miss. i talked him into taking me to Target cuz last time i was there they had some cute shit. found a pretty
ruffle pink dress i actually passed online when i was on the site looking for this dress Jeorgia Peach was wearing on Tiktok live π came across the ruffle dress and found it at target. tried 2 on one in black and the pink one. the black one would have went well with the Punk Rock Flea market/my bfs show Saturday but as he said… it’s cooler to wear the pink one cuz everyone else will be all alternative looking so i’ll stand out more and not be like everyone else lol. i also think he just wanted me to wear it cuz he said he wouldn’t have bought it if i wasn’t gonna wear it Saturday. so i said fine cuz i wanted it π i wish i took more photos of the dress but i was too busy with anxiety.
Zack and my sister came over so Zack could fix my car. as stated in previous posts my car had an engine misfire. so he changed the spark plugs and the cylinder thingies. magic. it works again like normal. no more violent shaking when idle or jerking around when driving. i can drive safely and with no embarrassment on the road. my sister and i took it for a test drive and got gas. finally filled up my tank 45 bucks later.
they left and i tiredly played a couple of video games with my bf til sleep time.
Saturday i woke up in a mood. i was still so fucking tired just like as i am writing this too. had to drive him over to the warehouse unit where he and his new band friends were gonna practice before the show that night. went back home and laid down until my bro asks if i wanna go get dunkin. so i said fine and got up and drank half a medium cold brew. i showered, fucked with my hair extensions that are TOO thin for my thick as hell hair. put part of it up so that there was less hair needed to blend into the extensions. i need an extra 300 bucks to get the thicker ones. i made it work though after throwing a few light tantrums. i said i wanted to kill myself cuz i had to keep redoing and my bf told me i’m being dramatic π
anyways i finally get them to work but i’m panicking cuz i feel rushed and to blend i’d have to curl them or some shit which takes forever. instead i just used a wavy hair tool and it worked. i put makeup on blah blah. i wore my new pink ruffle dress with black combat boots cuz i love the contrast. we head out and i drive us there feeling tired on the way there. had a couple mixed drinks at the bar to ease my anxiety but it was still kinda there. i was bored a lot cuz my bf is like a ✨local celeb✨ and everyone knows him and stops to talk to him blah blah. i stand around looking awkward as hell usually. or i’ll go thru discord/reddit and look busy π i beg him to get me this hand made pumpkin doll and he caves cuz he felt bad i was driving us and kinda just there for him really to be able to play the show. so he got me it as a prize and he didn’t want to at first cuz it was 32 bucks. but i told him it’s hand made so it doesn’t bother me in price (easy for me to say cuz i wasn’t paying π). here she is. she dresses like me (minus the jacket) and her names Agatha, Children Of The Gourd
after that i drive us over to the area he’s playing music and it was right next to a
Kava bar. we ask which drink will get us an energy boost and he says Kratom drink which came in flavors i chose strawberry. energy boost you say?
eNeRgY??? i felt like i smoked a bunch of weed i felt super lit but super buzzy? zoned out idk. like, i liked the feeling but not for that moment. Kratom doesn’t seem to jack me up like it does others, it makes me kinda zoned out and zzz. i follow him along feeling weird af from the Kava bar drink while he sets up his bass
this is the closest thing i have that showed my hair in the buns with the extensions…
anyways skateboarders be skating and i’m sitting on the stage drinking my ~EneRgy~. got up to pee lots and had to literally wait for skateboard traffic to cross to get to the other side. kinda dumb place to put a skate ramp cuz it was like dodging these dudes trying to get to the bathroom. bathroom looked real lit though, very cool π place was actually pretty dope inside. they finally play and i’m just standing there next to Mel & Brian cuz Brian wanted to go up and sing a few Misfits songs.
here’s the man himself the local celeb known as ✨Joe Dyer✨
anyways my bf and his little group were playing different covers of different punk bands i never listen to. it’s over yay. they were talking and passing around a joint and i took a hit which i shouldn’t cuz it just made me more lethargic. we ordered from
Phatz chicken shack cuz that’s what we do when we’re in the danger zone (no affiliation to Kenny Loggins) of Ave D. we grab them and i drive us back to the house. we save the chicken and go out to the bar. some friends were there actually. we didn’t expect it. they were already drunk and i wasn’t so i felt uncomfortable. wasn’t in my social element yet. social battery was at about 30%. some girl came up to us and was asking who played Pierce The Veil and while i’d like to take credit, it wasn’t me. she was so drunk she was slurring so much. caught her in the bathroom talking to herself saying she’s over shit and tried to get me to ask about it but nah bro i was not drunk enough to hear a drunk girls drunken story. if i were at a 6 then yea i might ask but i was at a 3… we leave the bar, got in our uber and (poor dude) made him stop at 2 places π he was chill about it though and i made a Worlds End reference and he said something like “great movie” i was pretty shocked to hear another person in real life say they’ve seen that movie other than me and my family. we get dropped off and i eat the shit out of those Phatz chicken wings and i’ll leave it at this