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February 5, 2023
unnecessary night
we booked it on the boat and head to a restaurant to get away from the storm and we made it perfectly. we went to Hurricanes funny enough and i ordered an appetizer and a drink. on the way back the train bridge was down so we had to wait til we could head underneath it. i had to pee so bad at that point i just went in a cup and dumped it out into the river 😅 i ended up having fun despite my complaints and worries. that’s what’s fun about P is we always have a great time. he has such a good energy surrounding him. once back home i was waiting on them to figure out what we were going to do that night but they kept talking and talking. finally P leaves and me and my bf decide to meet another friend out, old B. so this is where i started to not enjoy the night…
we get our Lyft drop off and we see old B and his old lady friend leaving so we stop and get out to stop him from leaving. we go back inside and immediately i could tell his lady friend didn’t want to go back in there. my sister was there with her friends and bf but was leaving. she just said hi, met my friend B and she left. i hate going there on Fridays cuz it’s DJ night which means shitty music. so they blasted this like edm music and i’m feeling way too overstimulated. reminded me of when i was in t-mobile and they were blasting 90s dance music and i felt like i was going to have a panic attack. so we didn’t stay very long. i did get nice compliment though from a girl who said i reminded her of hello kitty. she said she liked my hair and little backpack and something my about my eyes looking like “asian style” lol yea old B just said i was a quarter korean. but we left and headed to another bar we go to sometimes and apparently old B is banned from there. got into a heated argument with the bartender and off goes old B yelling and cursing at her. he gets banned a lot because he has personal issues and drinks to hide them. in turn he’s a dick sometimes. it was super embarrassing everyone was staring at us. he gets kicked out and i’m still sitting there and she asks me what i want to drink and i told her vodka cranberry. she doesn’t ever serve us and then finally she comes back asking me what i wanted as if she didn’t just ask me like 5 mins ago?? so i said it again, vodka cranberry… she comes back with vodka sodas???? so old B comes back in starting more drama and she’s yelling at him and he’s yelling. this owner we know of comes over with another guy to escort him out. and my bf said “let’s go”. i’m like “but i ordered already why don’t we just drink this and then go” he said fuck it because we didn’t even order that so uh like ok… we leave and the owner is trying to tell old B it’s okay and it’s not his fault but to avoid issues we gotta be cool and he can’t be here. he was super chill about it honestly. so i get in the car with the lady friend so she’s not alone driving. but wtf she was swerving a bit while driving to the next place i didn’t want to go to since bars closed in 30 mins. she’s driving like a drunk person and i was kinda scared. we get to the next place which closes in like 30 mins. some shady place i’ve been to before years ago. this weird guy was bothering me and trying to high five me and at first i was nice but then i started to get uncomfortable he kept bothering me. i think he had some special needs thing going on in pair with being drunk. he was creepy tho and following me around til i sat down. so i get carded lol. lady was shocked when she saw my ID. funny cuz i don’t get that as much as i use to. people always think i’m about 25. but she apparently thought i was under 21 :x so i order my drink and in need of another but it’s like near closing. she asked if i needed another and im like “am i allowed?” lol she said of course and that was that. lights come on, time to leave. so i tried to discreetly tell my bf i didn’t want to drive with the lady friend cuz she swerves. but i was interrupted and told to ride with her so she’s not alone. i’m too timid to speak up so i drive with her again. she gets us lost on the way to old B’s house. i told her to just follow the gps. she wasn’t listening and i started to get mad. at this point i didn’t want to even hang out anymore i just wanted to go home. i keep telling her to just follow the gps and to make sure she even entered old B’s address in right. christ. my bf texts me asking where we are and i told him she is lost and i asked for the address again. so i guess she re-entered it and got it correctly. but like the gps would be like “turn left” she’d just keep driving…. then it re routed us like 10 times i got so mad by this point. finally we get to his house and we were listening to music and drinking what not. my bf is passing out… so i’m mad cuz i’m left alone without him when i didn’t even want to go to his house to begin with. his lady friend seemed annoyed too kept shaking her head… she passes out too. so me and old B were hanging out and here it comes… my trauma hits me and i started crying and telling him what happened to me in my past. he was super sympathetic and he cried too. i apologized profusely for trauma dumping. i go through this every now and then when i drink. i’ll break down about this specific trauma i went through and it feels awful. he shared with me too and said how much he misses his daughter that passed away. i said i’m so sorry and we had a heart to heart. it’s like 7am and i’m swollen from crying and we were sitting on the back patio over the water. i end up going into the guest room where my bf is asleep and i text my brother and i said “i wanna go home”. i felt home sick and just didn’t wanna be there anymore. but decided fuck it. i’ll deal and sleep a little with my bf. we wake up at like 10 30am and i feel so hungover and tired. my eyes still swollen from crying. my brother texts me back asking if i needed him to pick me up but i told him it’s ok we got a ride back. i was so ready to go but old B comes in and asks if we wanna get breakfast at Jan’s place. i’m like no fucking way. i was in the same hair, makeup and clothes but my makeup was destroyed from sobbing. so thankfully we got out of that and just went back to bed at home. i was super hungover i had such a bad headache. we ordered Chinese food and stayed in bed all day. so my weekend didn’t go as i wanted. i would have traded it for what i preferred cuz then we wouldn’t have went thru drama and we wouldn’t have wasted our Saturday in bed. i think we’re suppose to go to this super bowl party or something at ML’s house but my bf hasn’t mentioned it again so i guess not.
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