christmas party

Christmas party went not bad. a bit of it was kinda vague for me. I didn't remember calling my mom or ranting to my sister about wanting to go home and being super pissed off. but apparently I was texting my sister saying my bf was ignoring me and I hated being there. I was demanding to go home. I remember why that would have been. my bf said he'd be right back and he'd go have a cigarette. so I sat back in a corner waiting for him to come back in... but what felt like 45 mins to an hour he was outside chatting it up. I had anxiety and wasn't full on drunk enough yet to go around the party alone. so it pissed me of he just left me there alone in the corner. so I'm bitched about it to my family over the phone. I got better later in the night cuz... here's me after all that

me and Jeff. 

his wife Christina did end up coming over to me and hanging out with me and I had fun with her.

now by this point I'm wasted which is good cause no anxiety around all the party guests. I think I got so drunk is bc I hardly ate that day. I had a breakfast burrito at like 8 30am and like 2 shrimp at the party. do nothing to really absorb the alcohol. 

today were getting oysters finally. ever since we went to dinner and got them,  I've become obsessed. so we're getting our own instead of a restaurant. we're gonna go look at these christmas lights tonight. I'll take many pics there, its pretty cool. we went a couple years ago. I think the pics are some where around my blog. probably gonna take edible and go look at those lights. it's gonna be cold (for Florida) here tomorrow and for christmas day which is perfect. low 36f/45f and the high's are  

55f/54f 🤌🏻