no more money

I'm so upset that they don't want to do tent gigs for a while. that means no money for me. there were things I wanted to do too. I was going to get new extensions in the new hair color I want so when I go to the salon I can tell the girl to match the shade. I also wanted to get a new phone. ughghhdhdy

I want to get my hair done prob as a Christmas gift, but I feel it's a good idea to get the extensions fort before, so she can tell me what she can do to make them blend. that way, I'm not spending 200(+) on extensions that won't match. I want the dirty blonde shade. cuz I think that will blend the best when she highlights my hair. so instead of straight bleaching, I want to grow out my hair and just get it highlighted. I want a natural blonde shade, and so I don't have to upkeep it so often. maybe once or twice a year if I care enough. I just want my natural,  healthy hair back. 😩 

but calculating 2 ponytail extensions = 200.00. regular extensions = another 200.00 (for 20 inch) and about 200 something to get my hair done, but my sister says the girl usually is cool about the price and doesn't charge full price. but just on case say around 250.00 plus tip. 

I also wanted to get the new Samsung 22 ultra phone. was gonna pay it monthly but since we might be switching to t-mobile I might get a deal. but regardless I won't have the money for this stuff for a bit, I guess. my bf told me they wanted to take a break from tent work. but maybe they'll just take October off. seems kinda dumb not to do gigs during November and December. prime time cuz people are all over here for the holidays. sigh

stressful times ahead this month.

went to look st the house and the guy wasn't even there. so, we asked him where he is, and he didn't reply in time so we left. after we left, he said he's 2 blocks away??? first why are you 2 blocks away when you were supposed to already be there. we were a little late, and he wasn't ever even there. so we just said fuck it and left. not dealing with him. I cried a little yesterday, but I quickly shut it down. just sometimes I break a little due to the family stress we're dealing with. just feels like we'll never find a house, nothing works out it seems, and it's been 3 months or something now. we were thinking, maybe people won't wanna move down here after the hurricane. maybe it'll scare people away. the issue is everyone's trying to move to Florida right now, so they're buying up all the houses to either live in or resell. but maybe that will dwindle since the last hurricane that practically wiped Fort Meyers. I really need to hit up my friend, to ask if her house was okay. everyone was flooded. this weekend getting the storage unit for the rest of our stuff to give the trailer back we borrowed. IDK. I'm beginning to feel we won't have anything by Thanksgiving.