Pearl

finally got to see Pearl. she smiled like this through out the end credits, with no stop/edit. mia goth is a great actress wow.♡ love her. I did laugh a bit at her screaming at people bc it reminds me of when I am manic fighting. it's really not funny but I laughed anyway bc my bf would turn and look at me each scene of her screaming. 

I also watched Dahmer on Netflix. Evan Peter's? I'm watching... but I never cared to hear anymore about Jeffery Dahmer... cuz fuck him. but the series was very well acted by everyone. Evan Peter's accent was on point and he made me forget he was Evan Peter's at times and just felt creeped out. while I knew the real story and about the kid who escaped and the police brought him back to JD's apartment, I just felt super uncomfortable. when I really think about how someone can think about doing those things to people is very uncomfortable. it's just awful and I feel bad for the families, man. I can't imagine finding out what was done to your son by another person. I also felt bad for JDs dad. at least in the series, idk about the dad in real life. but fuck peoples minds can be so scary. just awful stuff. then I think about why Evan Peter's would want to play this person. I remember he had to take a break from American Horror Story cuz the characters he was playing took toll on his mental state. so if he took a hiatus from these fictional crazy characters he played in AHS... him playing someone like Dahmer... that's super, super dark stuff were talkin about. real life stuff. wonder how he handled that.