thoughts

I'm listening to Dance Gavin Dance's new album and I've been listening since its first day release (of course) fuck I love this band. I was close minded when I said I wouldn't listen anymore cuz the singer's allegations and tried excusing the reason being cuz Tim died. but honestly, I can separate the art from the artist. the last singer having those allegations is a big deal, but I must say I never knew much about the singer until that news came out. most of my fav bands i couldn't tell you what they look like or what their names are. I only happened to know Tim because we started talking in 2017/2018 before we swapped numbers and met up a few times. but nah, didn't know anything about the rest of the members. I recognize talent and what sound I like. I don't usually delve into their lives or who they are as people. maybe that's bad, idk. it's not intentional. sometimes I'll look an artist up and end up learning surprising and interesting facts, such as The New Regime. that guy's music history is awesome and I had no idea until the other day after listening for years. I don't downplay peoples reasoning tho to stop listening to DGD. everyone's got their take on it and their reasoning to back out as a fan. I certainly can understand the victims in the situations reasoning to stop listening. it's sad and it sucks. it just happens to be a bonus when the people you like turn out to be cool.

I need to sleep but I can't cuz I have bad cramps. so after not having my cycle for 3 months. I got on these Myo inositol supplements for women's hormonal health. I've been on them for like 3 weeks and I started low carb dieting and bam, my cycle started. I went to a walk-in clinic to get refills and 215.00 later I got my medication. it was expensive cuz I can't afford health insurance anymore. but I had to pay it. I paid half they said they can bill me later for the other half. I have more tattoo shop gigs to work so I'll be getting paid again in September.