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12 days left before we get kicked out of our house. unless by some decency the landlord will give us 2 more weeks. I am hoping he'll give us that, fuck. my brother seems to be officially moving to California which sucks. we might move in one of my sister's friends if needed to pay extra rent. I've been non stop looking for places... trying to keep it around 2k and under 2500k a month. it's so difficult. if we don't find a new place by the time is up we're just gonna have to move everything into storage & everyone will have to find somewhere to stay until we can figure something out. depressing as fuck. it's also so hard to justify that much a month for rent for houses that shouldn't be anymore than 2k/mo. but I've been scrambling to find places... narrowed a few down and gonna have to go look at them. one of them is kinda cool cuz it's a 2 bed 2 bath but the garage had been transformed into a room. which I'd take 'cause it might be big. my sister has been bitching about that house. like get over it we have to do what we have to do. there's this one house that's pretty damn nice looking on the outside but kinda just okay on the inside. I personally want the garage room 'cause then I'd finally have room for my guinea pigs/hamster. but we'll see I guess. really we just need 3 bedrooms (or 2 bed/den) and a fenced in yard for my dog. I am just really praying here. I am trying to look at it like a new and positive change that would end up a blessing, but I am really stressed out and scared.