this wkend

went to Benihanas for lunch Friday and got seared tuna and some sushi rolls 

walked around downtown and stopped in Lush to use the bathroom and the bathroom was super cute inside

some heathens peed on the seat and didn't clean it. like it's not just men who are gross when they use the bathroom but women can be too. as I left i got complimented. I don't regularly talk about compliments I get cuz I don't wanna seem braggy? but like it happens sometimes and I should blog about it. it's hella nice and makes me feel good. the girl told me how cute I was and she loved my lashes. 

went to some pizza joint downtown and grabbed some cheesy garlic bread. stopped by Lures to check it out but decided to just go home and make our steak we marinated. I got drunk and we stopped by this person giving away a chair and took pic in it 🤭

today we met up with my sister and Zack at Conchy Joe's for happy hour/appetizers. got another compliment about how cute I looked today 😊  we got mussels and I had 2 drinks. we walked over to the BBQ trucks next door and grabbed hotdogs and pulled pork. then later my bf and I fell asleep. we grabbed wendys for a snack but I just got a strawberry frosty. we didn't do much tonight. but this week/weekend I'll be pretty busy. working on Saturday too 😫 in the heat.

my bf and I had a serious conversation. something that I've been dealing with for a long time now mentally. he gave me some suggestions that will be one of the hardest things. like i feel like a part of my soul is gone... my mental state and heart are hurt. I'm still thinking about what I'll do, how ill do it or if i will. but I'm just glad he loves me and is here for me. he knows about it but we never actually sat down and talked about it. he's the best is all I know.  

I think tomorrow night we're gonna see The Black Phone movie. Stephen King's son wrote that story. I also like Ethan Hawke so I am pretty excited to check it out.