my bf's daughter has Covid so I have been home all week and will be all weekend. she's suppose to fly back out tomorrow but obviously won't be able to if still contagious. a week without my bf feels pretty weird... especially on the weekend. pretty boring, but I think I am gonna go to the thrift stores today. it's been a while. I like getting my clothes from there more than I do online so maybe I'll find some things to fill my closets back up. I sold and gave away many clothes so I have barely anything left and I feel like I just wear the same stuff all the time. still have clothes I need to sell/give away in there too so if it looks like I have a decent amount of items, I really don't 'cause I don't even wear any of that. I hate my hair so much, I am probably gonna leave it alone for at least 2-3 months. 😫 it's so damaged and is breaking off still from the very first time I ruined it 3 yrs ago. it's super thin from it all coming out last summer during a seasonal hair loss phase. it's so ugly I hate it. I just got it fixed/evened out last month but it's back to feeling uneven again 'cause the left side seems to still be breaking. I am taking Biotin again and my bf said he'd call his friend back up and ask if I can get an appt in. I am prob gonna ask him to take at least 2 inches off, maybe even 3 of all those damaged parts. sucks I finally got my hair to a decent length again and have to cut it off. I miss my natural, long hair. why did I have to go manic and bleach out the black dye without any rational thinking?!?!? a part of me wants to keep it bleached blonde because I like adding colors in it and stuff. but I am also sick of having damaged hair that only looks okay if I damage it more with heat. I miss being able to wash my hair and it just drying naturally and not frizz out so much. I miss my long, natural hair... I'd probably have highlights put in it so it's lighter but that'd be so much healthier than full on bleaching. Idk I was kinda waiting to do that 'til it was a long length but idk if I can handle the damage anymore. I love being a pale blonde but ugh. so I've been debating on what to do, so that's why I am gonna try and go at least 2 months, hopefully 3 months without bleach and see how I feel when my roots have grown in a lot.
I get my computer chair back soon thank God. I use to have Subnautica on my old computer so I wanna get that game again. I deleted all my Twitter posts 'cause I hated how it looked on my blog with all the retweets. it looked like I had a bunch of ads on the side. so I am gonna do less retweeting since my Twitter is really only used for it to show up on my blog as mini posts. so I need to hold off on so many retweets for a cleaner/organized look lol.
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