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I think I'm gonna have to take a break from watching/hearing about crime. like I'll prob cave in cuz all of my fav Youtubers are true crime channels but I SHOULD cuz it's kinda taking a toll on my brain. like I notice I'm constantly worrying about things and dwelling on the stories I'm being told. the one that is kinda telling me I need to take a break is the last story I watched on Youtube where this 17 y/o boy kidnapped a 10 y/o girl and hurt her and killed her then cut up her body. like??? I can't understand people at all. I never will. poor babygirl I can't stop dwelling on these types of stories. that and I hate going on Twitter and seeing stuf about shootings, it's making me feel anxious about going out and I don't want to fear that because then I won't live life. I love true crime because I am super interested in the psychology behind it but man I need to take a break. I hope I will and not let myself delve so much into this shit for a while. making me super depressed and bothered. I'll probbly cave in and watch them by tomorrow and after I watch That Chapters newest. I mean, I hate what people do to others but I think it' the kids that bother me so much. crimes against children seems to be really getting to me mentally :[

edit see what I'm saying. this was posted 14 hrs ago so this just happened I just can't take it. I'm sick of this stuff happening and it being a thing every day