men are annoying

went to the bar and met up with some friends and some dude told me I was pretty and to smile more.... first of all I was laughing a lot cuz I was with friends and 2... you don't say that stuff to women. we hate it! I simply said "No..." in a anah im good tone and walked away. 🙄 

took an edible this morning and went to a diner. I was so fucking stoned. it was so obvious in my eyes that I didn't wanna make eye contact with the waitress. 

omg last night Mr Dabs got out some how and we couldn't find him. we were so fucking scared. I was sobbing so hard. then in the early morning he jumped on me. he was in the yard all night and ignored our calls. he's a house cat and not suppose to be out. I couldn't handle losing him nor could my bf. especially after Stanley. but at least he seems to have no desire to leave home. 

phone works

so after I updated my phone and it wasn't working for a.couple weeks I can now say it works 🙃 I got the January patch update and it didn't fix so I'm like it's gotta be something stupid. I changed the access point stuff and it worked. the whole time I probably just had to look up the AP for my phone provider and manually enter it. I'm so relieved though. 

I'm back at it on Pubg mobile and I am already back up to Platinum IV. got there pretty quick. my highest kill streak was 12 maybe... if not it was 10. 

so I keep getting messages from different people asking if different lost cats are Stanley but no. he is still gone. I am just at the point where I accept him not coming back. I just hope he is okay wherever he is. 

birthday celebration weekend

started off at this really good restaurant called 12ABuoy. 

birthday DAY

just got home. my bf took me out for tacos for my bday (this isn't the big celebration) just to start out. met up with some of my friends there, where another friend was playing music. **just hafta note what an amazing group of friends I have. I am so lucky to have each one of 'em! one of the bar tenders bought me a shot as well, as did my friends. I got this peanut butter bourbon shot which was super good and easy to drink. I am shit at taking shots usually but this was easy! 

for some reason as we were leaving the restaurant and on our way to the house, then to my friends... I felt down. like randomly out of no where I felt down and like I just wanted to lay down and be sad. but I forced myself up and we headed to my friends house. I'm glad we did though and my mood did get better. I didn't have a good sleep the night before. I didn't go to bed til 4am and woke up once at 7 30am.... then again at 8 or 9am. took an hour nap. so I thought I was good for all night but guess not. idk. 

my actual bday celebration is this Friday. I got my red dress and sparkly gold heels ready to go for that night. my bf is taking me out to a restaurant I've never been to, that apparently has amazing food! so I can't wait for that. then afterwards we're going to some place I never heard of... some adult arcade place. it's for adults only cuz they serve drinks I think after 8pm Fridays. I looked it up and the place looks dope. cool lighting and old arcade games... might micro dose on shrooms idk lol. then we're gonna bar hop or something. cuz I want to 😁 I got this birthday outfit I wanna wear out everywhere. my birthday outfit plus my fluffy white coat... I feel like Im gonna look like a high end escort 😅 I normally get fluffy princess dresses but for once I wanted to dress a bit more grown up. 🙃  

here's me fucked up 

good night 😀

Stanley has been spotted by neighbors

under the post my sister made someone commented a picture and street. my streets and the pic is definitely him. they haven't seen him again since though. but that means he's wandering close.

need to walk around the neighborhood and call his name with a bag of treats to shake.

looked for Stanley at shelters

saw this rainbow by the humane society today and hoped it was a good sign. but only signs I saw were a dead pig and a dead wild cat on the side of the road today looking for the shelters. whivh bummd me out ngl. 

went to 2 different shelters today to see if Stanley was brought it by Animal Control or someone. no luck though. saw an orange cat that looked like him for a second but Stanley has special characteristics that are unique. going to the very last one tomorrow to check. talked to some people that seemed super caring that said they'd be on the look out and will call us if he ends up coming in sometime. I have a feeling he just isn't coming back. idk what else to do but just pray he comes home randomly. cats sometimes come back weeks or even months later, I read. it's just I don't see him running away and not coming back. he's super people oriented and loves eating. he would have been back by now. someone might have him. we put up a bunch of fliers out on websites. just sucks. it's such a horrible feeling not knowing. 

my phone doesn't work either still. so I am just waiting for the next update to roll out. it said in some articles the january security update is out now but some of us haven't gotten it yet. I didn't get the Dec 1st patch until last weekend. so I might have to wait longer 😔  

my birthday is coming and I ain't even as excited as I was since stuff has been going poorly right now. I did get a dress and shoes though for it. 

After Android update 12 no network

Since I updated my Galaxy s10+ with the Android 12 / One IU 4 or whatever my network doesn't work. I can text not sure about call but I can't use apps without wifi. So no data at all. It's been 2 days I think since I updated.

I looked it up and most of the complaints are from 4 weeks ago! How long til this is fixed ugh. Can't even use my phone outside of wifi now. Sucks. I hope they come put with a new patch update that fixes this.

my cat is missing

Stanley is missing. It's day 2 and we don't know where he is. We started letting him out. He was on the porch first for a while, then he started going out in the backyard. Stuck around the backyard fir a couple weeks and the last I saw him was Thursday night when I was leaving the house. He was wandering around the front of the house and since then he hasn't come back. I'm worried about him. It's not like him not to come back in to eat. 

I read cats sometimes do this for a few days. They stay out and eventually make their way home. Shrimpsy does that at every new house we'd move to. Be gone for a few days then come home. But Stanley is a babied cat. I just hope he's okay and he comes home. I csnt stop worrying.