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November 2, 2021

oh great and my power is shut off. why does everything bad that happens... happen all at once. I just dont understand. is it karma for... the universe... what did I do. sigh...

my manic episodes are back too. I csnt seem to drink alcohol when I'm manic because I act out and I fight more and can't recollect anything that's happened the night of.
Saturday night I couldn't recall much of anything at the Halloween party in Ft. Pierce. I was so gone. I passed out in my bfs car on the way home.and didn't wake up to get in the house til hours later. seems like the manic phases make the alcohol way more potent. I'm a mess, man... I hope things get better soon cuz the stress and depression is getting to me hardcore. the only positive thing to have happened is that I found my ID so I don't have to go back to the dmv for the 3rd time.

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