obsessed with Party Monster now

within the last week I watched Party Monster for the first time believe it or not. considering how much i love both Seth Green & Macaulay Culkin. I watched it again last night and definitely will say it deserves a spot in my favorites. my bf told me a friend of his met the DJ Keoki guy (real one) and he was such a tool from what I heard and not even a very good DJ at that. who knows but I can see that, at least judging by his character role in Party Monster.

so we watched Cool World too which was also another I haven't seen. I liked it too! 

the Holli Would character was an obvious icon.

I'm still getting over this annoying cold. coughing hurts and is a nightmare. last night my head and ears felt so congested it felt as if I were underwater or something. I could barely hear the movies we were watching. I'm on like day 5 or 6 so hopefully it should be gone soon. 

if any readers have spacehey add me. I'm obsessed and on it constantly spacehey.com/anjelic

oh and some comment I left on this cat video using a Cinderella shoe filter got a lot of likes and it has been like 😊

I hate being sick

can this cold be over. fuck. it really put a damper on my week. I've spent my time in bed on tiktok and spacehey. I should be better enough to do something by this weekend. 

I wish I had a Switch not a Switch Lite. but I really thought I wouldn't care so I opted for the cheaper one. I wanna stream Animal crossing. 😫  I feel that'd be chill enough to stream. where as if I played game games that I suck at live I wouldn't have much fun doing so. you cant suck at Animal Crossing.

I just watched Home Sweet Hell. it was pretty funny I recommend that. wish I had Hulu, Netflix and Disney+ back but cant afford it right now. sucks to be stuck in bed with not many streaming channels to watch. I dont even have cable I just use the said above. just have Amazon prime right now. 

so my sister gave me strep throat. wonderful. I'm stealing some of her antibiotics cuz this sucks. I've been in bed for a few days now. so I decided to make use of my tiktok account and post a mini room tour. I was also watching Home Alone and noticed a mess up! the part where the neighbor kid is bothering the airport taxi driver... the kid lipsyncs the drivers lines. I noticed the same situation in Jumanji by the by the boy in it. maybe I will watch that too and record that part it's pretty funny. like why don't they delete that and make the kids redo the part.

click = room tour

click = Home Alone mess up

seriously sick again. which is rare I hardly ever get sick. ny sister. brought home a cold last week. now my throat hurts and is itchy. can't stop coughing 😫  

got home from a festival with friends. our friends gave us a Halloween lsd cookie which was a 50/50 chance it being potent. but glad it was a hit cause I'm still tripping b@llz 7 hours later.

we hit up the Taco Shack in downtown 

then back at it

I drove us to my house and then back to my bfs and stopped to take this cool ass pic 

then we drove around with my sunroof open and windows down blasting good vibe music. <3  'twas a good night. 

Meet Stanley

 So I guess we got a new cat. My sister said some lady had to give him away because this cat was too aggressive to her dog. So she went to go pick him up yesterday. His name is Stanley and he is a 6 month old orange cat. He is funny and so far getting along well with my dog. Cat and him kinda go at it sometimes so it'll take a little time for both of them to adjust and get along. Cat thought she was the boss cat around I think.

Animal Crossing: New Horizons fall themed island

my house

i fell asleep too early and so I have been awake organizing and cleaning my room. I figured out I had these led strip connectors and how to use them. I'm so glad so nowi don't have to buy a new set of led lights for my comp area

I might get a small thing of Jameson or something soon and try to stream and have a chill night playing games and stuff. probably not until next week though. I was going to this week but i don't wanna touch my money yet in case any weird fee situation happens again. been through it like 5 or 6 times now. 😒

Mr. Stoops jumped on the hot tub but the lid was open and he fell in apparently. he just jumped in bed with us all wet and I woke my bf like wtf why is Mr Dabs wet... 😂 I wish I had a pic but he went out of the room when I tried to dry him with a towel. Stoop cat.

while I'm awake... I had the best Saturday man. Friday was okay we took our friend Tyller to work and had happy hour there... then went back home to chill out. it was a rainy ass day. Saturday tho--- went to some BBQ fest and fuck, it was so good. I went there not even hungry after having 2 espresso shots and an iced coffee. but I ended up eating the samples there to put in votes. bomb food. I wish I had more. went out to another restaurant where a friend was playing live music and I got some clasms that were soooo fucking good. then headed back and hung out with another friend Kenny  and hung out. stopped by for friend Mikels bday and then we dipped and had our own night. 

okay so I could be totally wrong with what I'm about to talk about but I have this huge bad feelings.
I came across randomly this tiktok live feed while scrolling through. it was a child with like tubes in its nose and mouth or whatever... the kids eyes were half open and it honestly looked scary. I thought it was a doll so I'm I'm wtf is this. I checked the account... and like most of the videos if not all of them are this sick child. every video is him/her like half opened eyes with tubes in their face.

apparently the situation is this mom has this account and is trying to get money from other users im assuming for the kids hospital bills and stuff.

but something... something is very off. the child's eyes tell all. it looks like the kid is like trapped there and cant talk or get help while the mom just posts videos of her kid. it's so eerie man. something just feels extremely weird. the kids eyes look as if it's begging for help. kinda like in movies when someone's paralyzed and can't move and they're trying to get help with their eyes to the other person.

like as she says in her bio... if you wanna give your 2 cents... I will! don't post your sickly child on tiktok in nearly every video to gain sympathy and money. tell your story yourself and make a gofund me like someone sane and rational would do? who exploits their kid like that??? especially in that condition!!! it's wrong. I see it as wrong. it's weird. I reported the live feed but I doubt that does anything. poor thing I hope I am 100% wrong but I have a badddd feeling about this. a lot of the comments are like "why are you showing this online?" and "let him rest!"
omg im angry and sad and creeped out by this woman. stop exploiting your poor child!!! sorry not sorry

ps: I don't want to name the channel. iykyk.
and I won't post pics obvs of the child <\3

I love my family

thank you to my sister and her boyfriend who paid to get our electric back. and to the 2 people who gave me a little help in my cashapp. it got me out of negatives. things are looking up. i also sold some more stuff. that was all stressful. I sat in the shower and sobbed. sometimes ya gotta just have a breakdown. 

I really hope this is cause of the season change but ny hair is so much thinner. I usually have really thick hair but it feels skimpy 😭 I am hoping it is just the seasonal change. I vigorously googled it and it seems to line up with when people lose more hair... which is this month (summer and into fall). I just hate when this happens cause I get freaked out. I'm sure stress doesn't help either 🙃 

I can't wait til it's time to wake up. I'm thinking positively and ready to have a good day. I'm sure the mushrooms are helping too 🙃🙃

And now here, Mr Dabs

oh great and my power is shut off. why does everything bad that happens... happen all at once. I just dont understand. is it karma for... the universe... what did I do. sigh...

my manic episodes are back too. I csnt seem to drink alcohol when I'm manic because I act out and I fight more and can't recollect anything that's happened the night of.

Saturday night I couldn't recall much of anything at the Halloween party in Ft. Pierce. I was so gone. I passed out in my bfs car on the way home.and didn't wake up to get in the house til hours later. seems like the manic phases make the alcohol way more potent. I'm a mess, man... I hope things get better soon cuz the stress and depression is getting to me hardcore. the only positive thing to have happened is that I found my ID so I don't have to go back to the dmv for the 3rd time.

I hate paypal

Paypal has screwed me over so bad on over hundred some dollars. I am now minus $26 because they kept trying to take out money from my bank when there wasn't any in there. so I put money in my PayPal account so it'd cover the shipping label fee I got from PP. but even though I payed it and I had 40.00 in my account from some sales. they have taken out that money at least 5 times now... so I have had to pay almost 200+ in late fees my bank charged cuz of them. so I am now minus 26.45 or so dollars in my bank. I got so tired of them doing all this weird stuff I csncelled my PP account. never will use that shit again as long as I can help it. 

as sad as this is, if anyone feels like donating me some money to my cash app so I csn pay off the minus 26.45  I'd be so happy. I keep trying to sell my stuff but all the stuff I've sold went to the bank cuz of PP. 

my cashapp is $kbunnzy 

Thanks. also what's shitty is my bank charges 29.00 every overdraft charge...so thanks PayPal... 😒